30-4-2009 - 2 weeks of mommyhood

My mood while writing this blog: doing good

WOW!! two weeks of mommyhood and I've made it, yay me!lol

No seriously I am so surprised at myself for making it through. I would have never thought in a million years that I'd be a mom, better yet survive a week let alone two...woo hoo. It's amazing to me.

Anywho, Evan is such a great baby. And I'm ot saying that because he's mine..he just is. I would be the frist to tell anyone if he was a fussy, cranky baby, but he's not. He has made it to 2 weeks old without any "baby issues".lol Well except for tonight.....it was our first bit of colic, boy was that fun.lol But we both made it through. He has had a couple of first for me. His little faces make me just melt everyday. His little "baby" laugh/giggle/smiles are the best things ever. And then on tuesday night me and my dad were watching tv and he rolled from his belly to his back---we were both so excited. Then he did it again on wednesday when his grandma was over, she about flipped out when she saw it, so I guess he needed to keep showing her because he did it 4 more times. Another thing that is new, he never stays in one spot. If I sit/prop him up on the couch. He takes his litle heels and digs into the couch and pushes himself down. So he's turning into my little escape artist.lol As you can all see I love my little guy.

I am doing pretty good. I fit into my old jeans,yay me. But I'm still hurting if I do too much. Hell I'm hurting even if I don't do anything.lol I definately can't wait until I don't hurt. My healing is coming alone ok I guess. My incision hurts no actually it burns at times. I can't make to quick of movements, because if I do I swear that it's ripping open. Oh also the back pain is sticking around and I am soooo freakin over that already. I'm all out of my drugs----boy I loved those things. But I guess I need to just deal with the whole healing thing without any RX's. They were nice when I needed them lol.

So all in all things are looking up here in my little world.