15-6-2008 - 13 weeks crazyness

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Hey all you mamas and mamas to be and the ttc! Wow these last few weeks have been pretty much hell. I have been feeling a little better, but I cant get a good nights rest because I always get up twice like 1am and 4am to pee and if i try holding it it hurts a bit. Thats a little annoying and Everyday I have diarrhea. Its horrible and miserable. I just want that to be over with.Ive been stressing myself out alot lately between my dads crazy girlfriend being rude and sending me immature text messages and my boyfriend and the new apartment its all been alot. I have never lived on my own before so its alot different.Im always worryed about the baby because how Stressed iv been, I wish it was time to give birth.This feels like its going to take forever=( I still have forever to go.I cant wait until my next scan july 8th to find out the sex=0)I ordered this neat machine off line. Its a fetal heart doppler machine. It gives you a read out of the babys heartbeat and has a recorder on it so you can send it to people and what not.I hope it comes in soon im anxious to try it out. It was on the site babybeat.com you should go and give it a look it seems neat. I only rented it for a month since its so expensive tho=/. hopefully it works or that will make me worry about the baby. Well everyone im going to get going. Hope everyone is doing great and feel free to leave me a message anytime id appreciate it, Im always on =) xoxo