27-11-2008 - week 35 update!

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Hey Beautiful Ladies!
So these last few weeks have been up and down lately. I had a ob check up and boy did that go down hill. How about I went to my appointment, It went well and my doctor was being unusually nice so I had a feeling something was going to happen bad bc thats just my luck. When I was getting ready to leave I had to make another appointment for the next 2 weeks when i'll be 37 weeks. So I sit down and the office worker says so your due back in two weeks how about december 23?! I was like thats 4 weeks and im due that week so that must be an misunderstanding.She informed me that dr.Edwards was taking a VACATION the whole month of december and wont be back until december 23rd! My doctor didnt even inform me that she wasnt going to be there for me, shes pregnant aswell about a week behind me and i made sure like a two months ago I asked her so your FOR SURE going to be my doctor for this whole pregnancy considering i knew she was pregnant. And she reassured me that yes of coarse she will be there and if I came in 2 or 3 cm dilated she would just go ahead and induce me so she can make sure i get delivered. Mind you she misinformed me previously when she wouldnt tell me she was pregnant. I found out from another patient of hers and i had to ask her myself. I feel as the patient I have the right to no that bc it will affect the care I get. Like in this case now I have to find a new doctor at 35 weeks bc she couldnt simply inform me. Now I know why she ran away so quickly into another room as soon as i was about to schedule another appointment.Im defantly never going back to her thats for sure, she screwed me over hard right before im about to give birth. Im not only terrifyed of giving birth but now I have to start all over and find a new doctor last minute what a heart break for me.I feel like every blog I write is depressing lol sorry ladies it helps me so much venting on her and You all make me feel so much better.On a better note konnor is healthy but seems to be breach the doc said but hopefully he gets in the right postion if not oh well i just want to meet my little man.I love him so much trully, i never knew I could love someone Ive never even met before.He is what is keeping me going everyday.Oh I had my baby shower the beginning of november! it was so lovely, there was about 50 of my relatives and close friends it was just so nice. I got everything i needed and then some.I posted some pics of his finished nursery=) Im beginning to become anxious about having konnor, I really am ready for this pregnancy to be overwith but im so scared to give birth, the pain scares me to a rediculous point.His kicks are so strong now, I can feel his ever little move its nuts and my belly has grew so much, Ill have to post some new belly pics.Im so excited I get to eat tons of food today=) I hope all of you have a great turkey day=) well im going to make some cakes and pies to bring to my familys house. you gurls are great!Thank for listening=)