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04-1-2009 - A little update

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Hey Ladies!
So Konnor is 2 weeks and 4 days old! Each day he is growing and looking more and more different. It's crazy having a little one around now, Its very hard to get used to.I looooovvvveee being a mommy but its such hard work.Sleepless nights are killin me and its not going to get much better because Im starting back to school tomorrow.Im nervous about staring back but Im doing this for konnor so bye getting this degree we can have a better life and I wont have to work dead end jobs.I just want to have a career so i can support him, and not to mention do something I enjoy.I am so scared to go back.Idk if I can juggle it all.I'll be going monday though thurs.Its going to be so hard getting sleep at night getting up at 7 to make it to class by 8am and get a c average so I can pass my classes(you have to get at least a c average to pass) and raise my little man.I just want to make sure I give him all the attention and love he needs and deserves.Luckily my amazing boyfriend will be home with him until he finds a job, which seems like its taking forever=/ But I know hes trying so im trying to not go so hard on him.Right now were living with my mom and god I cant take it at times.She doesnt help us much were on are own when it comes to konnor but I dont mind that.Its nice enough of her letting the three of us stay and Im very thankful for that.I just Hope things get better.I feel helpless anymore, Like I have no control over my life.Sometimes I just want to cry bc everything gets so stressful between konnor,school,finances, and trying to have a normal relationship with my boyfriend.We cant give eachother the attention that we both want anymore.We get irritated with eachother so easily lately.I must say though dont think i could do this without him.I cant imagine being a single mom.I give all you ladies credit that are because the thought of being one makes me want to cry.its hard being a mommy with a partner to help.I just hope things get better and we can get on track and get are own place.Its extremely hard being a teenage parent but its the most rewarding and amazing feeling Ive ever experienced in my whole life.Has anyone else tryed going back to school with a baby? How was your experience with that? I know I really have no choice though=/ I defantly dont want to be stuck on welfare my whole life.I find it embarressing to be on it but I know at this point in my life I really dont have much of an option but to be on it.I know though if I get through school things will greatly change and this will all be worth it.For some reason I miss being pregnant desperatly.I miss feeling those little kicks and having that feeling of never being alone.I really enjoyed being pregnant.Im defantly going to wait 3-4 years until my next one.I want to make sure I can handle it financially.Im struggling with one I cant imagine getting pregnant anytime soon even tho i miss it alot.Ill be posting more pics up of my little man soon=) he is just so darn cute.Im so proud to be his mommy.Well Im going to try relazing before he wakes up soon.thank you ladies for reading this hope you have a great sunday xoxox

2 Comments on A little update

baby[bump]mama - Monday, 5 Jan
aww! he is soo cute! i find being on welfare embarressing too, but mitch and i both work our ass off! i work 7 days a week, and mitch work 5 days a week, and we both get pretty damn good, but with all our bills-that money flies out the door faster than it came in!

andriette and christians mummy liz - Sunday, 4 Jan
AH HUN I TAKE MY HAT OF FOR U.IM NOT GOING BACK TO WORK AGAIN-EVER.WELL IM MORE OF A HOUSEWIFE TYPE BUT I AM BLESSED WITH A DARLING HUSBAND AND U ARE DEFO BLESSED WITH A DARLING BF.AND I UNDERSTAND WHEN IT COMES TO FINANCES,ITS SO STRESSFULL.BUT IM REALY IMPRESSED BY U GOING BACK TO SCHOOL.NOT ALOT OF WOMAN ARE UP TO THE TASK.BUT I KNOW U ARE A VERY STRONG PERSON AND U WILL MAKE IT THRU JUST FINE.I KNOW ITS EASIER SAID THAN DONE BUT BELIEVE ME GOD WILL GIVE U ALL THE STRENGHT U NEED.AND UR LITTLE MAN IS SOOO HANDSOME:-)

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