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25-4-2009 - single mom and stressed

My mood while writing this blog: just dont know anymore

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Hey ladies,
So I have alot on my mind.this is the only place I can go to vent.So alot has been going on the last few weeks. Like I said In my last blog me and the daddy are no longer together.Hes with a new girl and there in love lol, pfft whatever.I know id never have a future with him, hes a loser and never wanted to work or better himself for konnor and I.He has asked to see him but I dont trust him.I feel as though if i hand konnor over I wont get him back until are court date for the whole custody battle.and I cant go one day without seeing konnor hes my world.I told him hes more then welcome to coem over my house and ill leave and my mom will be there and he can see his son that way until i start to get comfortable with him around the baby.He is such a nut case.I tryed getting that pfa but unfortunatly it didnt pass bc there wasnt enough evidence.Dj has threatened he wouldnt give him back if i gave him to him and there is nothing set in stone right now with visitation so im not taking any chances.I wish things would have never ended up this way.Im so stressed im at home 24 7 with konnor.I need a break sometimes.I have the weight of the world on my shoulders and i could just cry.Iv been talking to this new guy now for about a month or so things are going ok but im still not used to being in a new relationship.I do care for him he is good with konnor and that makes me happy.He also has a baby so he knows what im going through a little bit.everything has been going wrong lately ladies honestly.Someone broke into my car and stole my cd player and wripped everything apart and stole my phone charger for the car.I just got over having a yeast and bladder infection at the same time which was horrible. Now im embarressed to even say this but I dont no what to do about this new guy im with a really trusted him and we ended having sex and now i think i may have a std.How mortifying. I trusted him but i new i should havent had unprotected sex with him.iv known him for a year but im just so vonorable and now i may have something i cant get rid of.Im not that type of person to just sleep around now i feel worthless.I do like him alot and want to remain in a relationship with him but i feel like betrayed now u no?Im only 19 and may have something thats not right.idk ladies im just so stressed out .being a single mom is harder then i thought it ever would be.I just hope something good happens pretty soon instead of all this bad luck.

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5 Comments on single mom and stressed


jadestar - Friday, 29 May
Hang in there Kitty! I hope u feel much better soon! Some men are jerks, but hey, like the other lady said, keep your chin up, focus or your son and don't let that ex of yours ruin your days, just not worth it! About the STD, i don't know hey, get it checked out, confront this new guy about it and go from there. Goodluck to u, sweety!

Nettab - Tuesday, 28 Apr
Hi girl! I know what you mean of a single mommy, i was 17 when my son was born and was all alone it is tough but in the end it is worth it and i believe you will get closer with that baby. the thing is you are a good mother and you will do what is best for your baby! Ignore the baby father! Let him go to court! Go get tested! let us now what happend!

Airiel09 - Monday, 27 Apr
ya my fiance is wanting to stay in his home town instead of moving w/ me and his baby to a much better inviroment..i dont kno why some men cant just grow up and take care of there responsibilitys

baby[bump]mama - Saturday, 25 Apr
long time now talk! oh wish i could just give you a hug! you can do this! be strong for konnor. i hope that you get custody of him.

a new relationship is good...i hope things work out with the two of you!

get the possible std get it check out! you need to for your own health!

much love hun!
renee

JadesHotMom - Saturday, 25 Apr
aww take it easy girl. ur going through a rough patch right now. & def dnt let ur ex be with the baby aole. u should always be there. alsoooooo get tested asap & wat std do u think u have. maybe its ur old infections . hope u didnt get anything from the guy. keep us posted go get tested && stay strong huni! its all for ur baby!