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17-9-2008 - it just doesnt seem real...

My mood while writing this blog: anxious

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so i finally had my baby shower last weekend. almost 50 people came and i got doubles and even triples on a few things. the only thing i didn't get was a glider but my mom said she has one we could have. i know it sounds crazy but i thought that having the shower would make it finally hit me that there's a baby in my belly. not just some growth that moves and hiccups everyday. it's like i know what's in there but it hasn't really hit me that in just a matter of days, i'm going to have a baby. a real baby. and she's mine. i'm going to be the one responsible for cleaning and feeding her, taking care of her when she's sick, rocking her to sleep, watching her go to school for the first time, being there for her to talk to when she gets older when some boy breaks her heart for the first time....i guess the best i can describe the way i feel right now is i'm kind of just waiting for someone to bring a baby to my house for me to baby sit. like i know she's coming i'm just waiting. jennrunyon said it perfect a few hours ago in wk 37. she said she didn't think it would feel real until she's on the table with the doctors going in to get her baby. i feel the same way. until i see her for the first time or hear that little cry, it probably won't seem real to me. i'm soooo ready to meet her though. i bought her a pair of uggs yesterday with pink and brown trim :] i have so many things i can't wait to do. i can't wait to give her a bath and change those stinky diapers and put all these clothes on her. my fiance's excited too but i honestly feel like he just can't be excited as i am. like it's totally impossible. we have an ultrasound tomorrow at 8am so we'll see how big our little nugget is. i can't wait to see her beautiful face.

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1 Comments on it just doesnt seem real...


mommy1031 - Wednesday, 17 Sep
Hey, the same thing is happening to me already and I still have couple more weeks to go. Maybe its the age? Im only 19 I feel like a baby thats going to take care of another baby LOL. Its soooo crazy for me! My hubby is 20 so hes another baby! However, the closer I get to the big day, the more mom I feel. Im freaked out but ready. I have sooooooooo much love to give to my baby boy its not even funny! Good luck your almost due!