19-2-2009 - Colic

My mood while writing this blog: tired and angry

Well according to our doctor...krystian has colic.....and it seems like her saying that made it ten million times worse....its almost 4 in the morning and i just got him to go to sleep after 4 hours of crying....im so fed up with my fiance not helping me out...he did wake up about 2 hours in to krystian crying and tried to rub his stomach but when he does try to rub his stomach he does it waaaay to hard....which just makes krystian more angry....so i said calmly to him, try not to do it so hard, and he said(pardon my language) Fuck You....i was like...wow....just go to bed....so that didnt help me....he doesnt understand how tired i am at the end of the day....he goes to work and does nothing(business is not booming in the bike department at walmart lol)....so while he gets to go to work and lolligag around all day im here taking care of krystian....and the worst part is....when he gets home he doesnt help really at all.....so im awake...oddly enough im not tired,.....but im definately going to go get a blanket and fall asleep downstairs instead of in our bedroom upstairs(which ill hear about in the morning...."oh, why did you sleep downstairs"....lol....) im downstairs because his moms bedroom is right across the hall and she has to be to work at 5 am....so i didnt want krystian to wake her up....

Sorry...had to vent a little...

off to bed for me.