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| 29-5-2008 - general update - 34 weeks i think |
My mood while writing this blog: blah |
well, about 4-5 more weeks to go, tryin not to concentrate on it so it will go faster lol...i feel like a loser right now cuz i have no job and i cant even buy my daughter a pack of pampers...n i feel bad my mom n dad comin outta pocket buyin everything for her..her dad owes almost $1000 in child support but tells everyone how much shes his priority n blah blah blah...all he cares about is himself *sigh* i used to be so depressed about how he acts cuz hes also a chronic liar so its like everyone believes him cuz he dont show them otherwise n hes not gonna say he dont help wit her...but i just thank God that even tho he hasnt helped, my daughter still has been provided for n in the end thats wuts important...i love my daughter n i dont regret her, but i regret him...but its too late now for regrets...
ANYWHO enuff of the depressing talk...MY BABY BOY IS ALMOST HERE!! im so excited, i cant wait to see him n see who he looks like...im still prayin he dont have his dad's nose lol but i cant wait...i have my appt next monday to schedule my surgery and i hope to have it done either week 38 or 39 cuz he's already measuring big, so hopefully itll all go well....
as for everything else, has been pretty normal n blah...dont do much, i just be home, or go take babygirl outside when im not exhausted, which is more often than not...soo...final stretch, almost done, cant wait...yay! lol take care mommies!
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