08-6-2008 - My Mom and Dad

My mood while writing this blog: Sad

June 4th

About My Mom And Dad

My parents are both up in Heaven with all the other Angels and one day I hope to see them again.

Mom: She passed away shortly after i turned 1 yr old i believe...She had a brain anyerism (sp?) and the doctor just thought she was crazy when she went to the hospital. So he gave her crazy pills, She passed that night. It is upsetting, but at least i didnt get emotionally attached, at least from what i remember.

Dad: Passed when i was 9 year old. I was the closest of my 3 older sisters to him, since i was so young. He passed from sleep apnia (he stopped using his machine) and high blood pressure. It was very sudden..and a very very sad part of my life. I still miss him dearly, especially since he has never been able to see any of his grandchildren be born. (I have one niece that is 8 years old.) I wish so much that he could see this grandbaby, because i know s/he would love him as much as i did. I Love you Dad, and miss you dearly.

On to another subject: My next doc. Appt. is friday and i cant wait! I may get an ultrasound but i am not sure...maybe just maybe...I am trying to tell myself that im not so im not upset if i dont get one...but that is very hard to do. Cant WAIT!!!!

Also my friend Tara had her Csection today and had a beautiful baby girl that weighed 6 pds 14 oz, 20 1/4 " long. She looks JUST like her daddy...shes a cutie, and soooo small!