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| 26-5-2008 - New Beginnings | My mood while writing this blog:anxious |
Im 36w and a day today and getting closer and closer to my life changing. Weve been through alot with this unplanned pregnancy. Both of my babies have remained strong and stuck by my side throughout this pregnancy, even when I didnt feel like I would be able to do it from doubting myself. I can remember my not eating or sleeping habits during my second trimester. I still cant believe that Jayden made it this far and that Josh is still with me after all that Ive put him through. I feel like were growing and are gonna make a great family together. Me and bd have gotten closer over the past week or so, at first i thought everything was gonna be disastrous with the baby shower approaching but everything was really nice and we got alot of what we needed. I feel as though somethings changed Josh's focus in life and he's gonna make a great father, something I never had. I am so happy to be having a baby with him! I ready for this new journey in life because I know that when I need him he will be there for me and I will definitely be there for him. We talked about trust and honesty and love in our relationship. We decided to wait on moving and we are still both working, I still plan on working up until like a week or so of my due date. Im just surprised weve been getting along so well, something changed in him, i can tell and it caused me to change too. Ive honestly gotta say that he is one of the strongest young men that I know, it has taken a man in order to struggle through this situation that we have with this pregnancy and still love me unconditionally and I am greatlful to God for bringing me such a great young man. Hes so anxious to have his son here, i think hes more excited than I am lol. All he ever talks about is how he wants me, his brother and his son, i think thats so sweet that I am one of his priorities in life. I just really love him so much and cant wait to marry him one day, hopefully in the near future. He makes me happy and ive realized that hes all the team i need. We still have a couple things to work out but I just hope everything works out for the better. well going to sleep now. ttyl
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