31-5-2009 - Upset...

My mood while writing this blog: royally pissed

Im having the worst weekend in the history of all weekends!! I still live with my parents and younger brother, we decided to stay with my parents for about a year after Sydney is born so we can save money to make a down payment on a condo or appartment so we dont end up wasting our money on a rental and we can eventually get ahead and become home owners. My parents have a 5 bedroom/1 bathroom house and me and Mike have a room in the basement. Sydney's nursery is on the third floor of the house which is a whopping 4 flights of stairs up from our room...as is the bathroom...We made an agreement with my brother that we would be switching rooms with him so that we could have a room right next to Sydneys room as well as being closer to the bathroom. It has been at least 2 months now that we have been trying to get my brother and parents to help us make the switch, but they are terrible procrastinators and nothing has materialised yet....Ive reached my breaking point....I sriously cant stand walking up the 4 flights of stairs 100X a day to go to the bathroom not to mention the fact that I wake up at least a dozen times a night to go pee and by the time I get to the washroom, go for a pee and get back to bed, Im wide awake. Not only is it a nuissance but I dont have nearly enough energy to be doing this anymore, by the time I make my way upstairs Im winded and my heart races....Me and Mike decided that considering my brother is grounded and cant leave the house that we would make the move today, not to mention the fact that my teenage cousin spent the night, we figured he could help out too. I even called in sick to work so we could get some stuff accomplished! I wake up this morning to find out that my dad is gone for the day and he has signed up my cousin and brother to help my aunt move. When I mention it to my brother he says that when hes done with my aunt, hes going to help his buddy Tyler move. So here I am, just me and Mike and were expected to make the move ourselves...My mom offered to help but I mean what the hell can 2 people and one pregnant woman really get accomplished?? We have 2 entire bedrooms to switch and they are 4 flights of stairs apart.....Im really starting to think that this move is never gonna happen...that or Im going to be 9 months pregnant trying to switch rooms....Im just so pissed off right now! I feel like Ive been forgotten in all of this and no one is being sympathetic to my situation... I cant be in the basement when Sydney is born, there is no way! I dont know what Im going to do but Im just royally pissed at this point! Anyways sorry about all of this guys....I just needed to rant a little.... Fingers crossed we can find a way to make this work..cause come next weekend I work all weekend not to mention the fact that Ill be one week farther along in my pregnancy and things will be harder than they are this week....

Thanks for listening or urg...reading