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12-2-2009 - SICK OF BEING ALONE

My mood while writing this blog:
DISGUSTED

I am soo frustrated right now im sick of hearing women complain about their boyfriends and husbands who are getin on their nerves i mean seriously i dont even have a boyfriend or a husband to get on my nerves my baby daddy is 1200 miles away at school and doesnt even call to see how me and the baby are doing which im pretty much over but im still all alone in this pregnancy and have been the entire time thats 18 weeks with no one to hold me 18 weeks with no one to show me they care about me 18 weeks of pure alone i mean even when i wasnt pregnant i still had guy friends not that i was sexually active with them but it was still nice to watch moveis and cuddle with someone and feel wanted and special now i just feel like i have lepercy or something dont get me wrong i know everybody has different struggles and relationships are hard but NOBODY WANTS TO BE ALONE!!!! and i get soo depressed sometimes thinking i will always and forever be alone i know when my baby gets here all this loneliness willl fade beacause i will have my baby to keep me company and to give all my love to and my baby will love me back the hole in my heart will heal but thats another 4 1/2 mnths away im sexualy ,mentally and emotionally frustrated and im not afraid to say how im feeling im just pissed cuz i know im a good woman im a kind and loving and caring compassionate woman who would give the shirt off my back to anyone in need my heart is sooo big but yet its soooo lost inside me cuz it has no one to love i do love my baby but i cant even hold my baby yet so that makes me even more lonely even my baby is not here in the flesh i dont know im just about to snap how much can one person take i pray to god every day to please send me a good man that will love me and my baby everyday i pray and i also pray that this 4 mnths goes by fast so i can see y baby im exhaushted

9 Comments on SICK OF BEING ALONE

lil blondie - Monday, 16 Feb
ahh hun,when reading our blog i wanted to cry,i really do feel for you(i dont wish to sound patronising) ,im soo sorry you feel soo alone,i really hope you feel better soon,sending you a big hug,take care hun xx

babyboybump - Friday, 13 Feb
ur a women and women are strong, i no r going thru hardships rite now but theres always a lite at the end ov da tunnel. i hope things werk out for ya petal xXx Mez

hayley-france - Friday, 13 Feb
Aw, sorry you feel like that right now! :o(

Hope your mood picks up soon. xxx

gwendalyne - Friday, 13 Feb
Hi hun, I read your blog...and I went thru my first pregnancy alone, so I know how you feel...Trust me when I say keep God first b/c He will send you a man that loves you and will love your baby more than hisself...check out my page its a whole testimony b/c I too had thoughts that I would forever be alone, but when you least expect it, God will send you your soulmate.

silentchic - Friday, 13 Feb
Sorry your feeling lonely but your not allow even if it may seems that way.... judt trust in the lord in time he will send the right man in your life that will love you through thick and thin..... your almost at your half way mark....keep your head up mama!!!!

AllyCat62683 - Friday, 13 Feb
Im sorry girl, that is a really hard place to be in. I cannot say that I didn't have someone with me while I was pregnant but shortly after I raised my son for the last 4 1/2 years by myself with pretty much no help at all from his lame bio dad. Kingsmommy is right too in that your emotions are running crazy right now and it's so hard not to feel so alone going through this. I wish you the best and if you ever wanna talk I would be more than happy to listen.

Chocolate mami - Friday, 13 Feb
I can take your whole blog and put it as mine...but instead of 1200 miles away mine is 25 miles away...imagine that...as one of my homies on here say..."tell God your plan and he laughs" ....its all a matter of time...i thought loving someone who didn't love you back was the worse...but going thru preggoness (made up lol) has to top the cake...if you ever want to chit chat...just holla...I'm floating in the same boat

kingsmommy - Friday, 13 Feb
I'm so sorry that you're feeling that way. I wish there is something I could say to make it better. Just remember that this time will pass and emotions run alot higher when you are pregnant. When you see your little baby, the whole world will be different.

meant to be - Thursday, 12 Feb
Trust me hun, I feel the EXACT same way. Miserable husband???? Try none....

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