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22-3-2009 - 6mnths pregnant...UGH NEVER AGAIN!!!

My mood while writing this blog:
SAD

I'm only 24 yrs old and i will turn 25 july first but i swear this is it for me as far a pregnancy goes My brain literally is about to snap i dont mind the getting big i dont mind all the weird changes but what i absolutely have the most trouble dealing with is the length of this pregnancy like ohmy goodness i found out i was pregnant at 5 weeks now im 23 weeks and 4 days and i still have a long way to go before im done i hate being pregnant seriously i really really really hate it im thinking alot of thougths which im gonna keep to myself but trust me when i say NEVER AGAIN WILL I EVER CARRY A CHILD i love my son and its amazing and blah blah blah but ugh this is now my cup of tea if pregnancy only took 7 mnths that would be fine with me i dont know what im gonna do when im close to my due date i will probably have to check myself into the mental hospital i seriously feel like im losing my mind with all the stress from my no good baby daddy and all the worries i have with how its gonna be when the baby gets here im just sooo sick of the drama and i have a feeling there will be more when the baby arrives which is why i hate that its taking sooo long to get to july because honestly i just want to get it over with child support and court and all the shit thats gonna go down PLEASE DONT SAY " ITS ONLY GONNA GET WORSE" because hello i freaking know this im just venting right now so if you have anything to say at all i suggest it be loving and kind and not condescending god im soooo irritated i even hate this site because so many women are way ahead of me in weeks and even though they have had to wait just as long as i will have to im still jealous because they are sooo close to seeing thier lil babies i think i need to just talk to a counsler or something cuz i have never been so out of controll in my mind !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10 Comments on 6mnths pregnant...UGH NEVER AGAIN!!!

AllyCat62683 - Thursday, 26 Mar
I absolutely hated being pregnant the first time and this time I am handling it a little better because my biological clock was ticking and I wanted to have another baby so I got pregnant on purpose (you must think Im crazy for that). But now that I am pregnant and 5 months along I am wanting it to be done as well because I too and going crazy! Everything irritates me and I hate so many things around me which I normally enjoy. I enjoyed taking certain vitamins and medications and having drinks whenever I wanted and I cannot do any of that so that pisses me off LOL Plus the fact that the extra amount of hormones that are pumping through your body are enough to make you feel crazy when you PMS but the constant feelings of PMS x10 are absurd. I too think I could use some meds to stablize my mind and a counselor to talk to, to help me feel sane.
You have made it this far and it will soon be over with and you can be done :o) I have too felt jealous of other women further along, especially when my dr changed my due date and pushed me further back!! Hang in there girl!
P.S. I have been to a mental hospital and it was a nice little vacation to sleep and eat but they make you feel like you are even more crazy so I don't recommend one LOL

chocolate mami - Thursday, 26 Mar
I totally FEEL YOU...we are riding in the same boat...But i feel it'll get better..You'll be in that 3tri b4 you know it..keep ya head up lady

marchbaby101 - Tuesday, 24 Mar
lol I'm so glad you said all this because I keep thinking I'm the only one who feels like there head is going to spin right off!!! I'm so glad to be pregnant and this baby is so wanted but holy CRAP I had no idea how hard this was going to be and how tired I am all the time along with the barfing every two seconds. I'm still trying to work full time and when I miss a day like today (because the precious cargo decided we needed to pray to the porcelain gods again) I have to have a freakin DOCTORS NOTE!!! Like I'm faking being pregnant ...so rediculous. So Here's my plan Ladysoal....lets just troop to the end together, you can cry on my shoulder any time you need to:-) I know I'm luckier than a lot because I have my hubby, but then again...He has no idea that I feel like pulling my hair out waiting for this kid to show up!! lol....I think your vent is contagious;-) I hope time starts to fly for you:-) Huge hugs:-)

twinboyz - Monday, 23 Mar
I must say you crack me up girl!!! Reason being...you say everything that all women think during that time and just hold it in.

I'm actually LMAO because hell my twins are 3 and just yesterday I told my momma to just come get them before I leave them and go check myself into a damn mental institution!!!

Please don't take this as "I'm laughing at you" because I'm not...I'm laughing because even when we think it's just us and something in our mind little do we know...there is someone else going through it as well.

Just hold on chic it will get better soon.

Much Luv

Chocolate-LEO - Monday, 23 Mar
Honey.......dont feel bad because EVERY woman has those same exact feelings! Im 24 too and will be 25 in August and I also say that I will never do this again because its just to long! I've felt and said those same exact words and I know how you feel, but girl.....get ready to get over it because you still got a good ways to go and it only gets worse from here on out! Sorry but its true. By 7 months I was SO OVER BEING PREGNANT, but you learn how to coap with it and pick your self up from those bad thoughts. Anyway, keep your head up girl! When you start feeling like this just go ahead and vent and then try to think of happy thoughts.

silentchic - Monday, 23 Mar
Girl we all go through and feel this way pregnancy can take it's toll. Your half way through it the longest part seems to be at the end but I swear to you it will be worth it when your lil man arrives and you hea his first cry and see his lil face smiling back ay you......

kingsmommy - Monday, 23 Mar
Aw I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. Pregnancy does some crazy things to our minds and our bodies. When I was pregnant with my son, I was one of those freaks that would look up every possible thing that could go worng with the baby and labor and everything else, and thenI would sit at my computer and cry for hours thinking that my baby was going to be the 1 statistic. Is there anyway that you could find a hobby or something maybe creative to keep your mind occupied for the time being. I know you said you don't have any gigs coming up for a bit, so maybe just the time off is getting to you too. Also, I talked to a couselor throughout my entire pregnancy and it really helped. I could tell her exactly how I was feeling without sugar coating anything, and she didn't think I was crazy, even though a "normal" person probably would have thought I was. Well just hang in there girl, you're more than half way done and before you know it you'll have your precious little man in your arms. Oh and one more thing, I'm 13 weeks pregnant with #2 and my worrying is way less this time around. I feel like I know what to expect. This time around is much easier and calmer.

flymommy - Sunday, 22 Mar
Your jealous of how far along other women are ?.??? How about i'm only 11 weeks!!! I wish my due date were in July, but I have to wait until Oct. Thats right, I'll be prego all year:( Don't stress, July is just around the corner. I feel you tho, i tell my BF EVERYDAY that this is our first and last kid, lol. Pregnancy just isnt for everyone and apparently especially not you and I. Feel better soon :)

MOMATAVIA23 - Sunday, 22 Mar
I FEEL YOU COMPLETELY RIGHT NOW WE HAVE A LOT IN COMMON NO BUT ACTUALLY ITS GONE GET BETTER AND IT WILL GO BY FASTER THAN U THINK

~mama J~ - Sunday, 22 Mar
I just wish you the best my girl. From the first time i talked to you on this site i knew you were a strong and amazing person. You will make it although it may seem you are at your wits end right now. I agree that pregnancy is miserable....Its long and definatly taxing on the hormones. Some days i cant even stand to be around myself. I really wish you would be completely honest and stress your concerns with your doctor. They can give you something to lift your spirits and give you a little peace of mind. Hopefully you can get some things under control emotionally now cause i am very concerned with your well being after the baby is born....post partum depression and all. So PLEASE talk to your doctor!!! Keep in touch and let me know how things are going. The most important thing right now is for you to be healthy and stable so you can focus on having a healthy pregnancy and baby. Im sure you know this and it is so much easier said than done so that is why some of us need some help along the way. Let me know what you decide to do or if you just need to talk. Take care!! xoxo

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