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To all the ladies that haven't had their babies i know you will probably agree with what im about to write and to all the ladies that have had their babies i mean no harm im just pissed the freak off and need to vent my frustrations out cuz im really emotional right about now
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo anyway yesterday another girl had a baby and she was 1 week away from her due date i think all these ladies having babies is starting to mess with my mind especially the ladies that give birth before thier due date its like some cruel joke from god !!!! some laides go 10 days overdue while others give birth weeks early its all just a major mind F*&K!!! especially this late in my pregnany im like totally on edge like 75 percent of the day ... well make that 80 somedays i just want to delete my whole account to this site and not have to think about the world of pregnancy and not have other pregnancies in my face all day even though i like the site i really do its just that the closer i get to my due date the more unhinged im starting to become especially not knowing if i will go into labor tomorrow or 5 weeks from now !! and if i go over due it could be 6-7 weeks oy vey they say god never puts more than a person can handle and that everything happens right on time but im like losing my freaking mind im sooo bored and i feel soo worthless ya know!!! i have already given up soo much of my life for this pregnancy my band, my mangement contract, my lifestyle, freedom, and lots of my friends im just like when am i gonna see the end result to all of this ?? and how much longer do i have to be like this ?? with this body and weight and all the awful things that go along with pregnancy i havent enjoyed being pregnant not one bit i havent liked one thing about it in fact to sum it all up I HATE BEING PREGNANT !!!!!!!! i'm trying my best to be strong i really really am but im just so mentally tired and broken down and i just want to throw in the towel ........
9 Comments on one minute im happy and the next.......
klo0426 - Wednesday, 10 Jun
I feel for you and do know what and how your feeling. I'm not going to say I hated being prego, but I do know I was not happy. I couldn't wait just like you. The last few week especially SUCK BIG TIME. I do have to tell ya, it will pass. I'm not going to say it will go away right after you have your LO but soon you'll forget about being soooo miserable. Evan is now 8 weeks and I really don't remember the first 4/5 of them, it flies bye once the baby is here. In the mean time what I can tell you is, start counting the days down instead of the weeks...it helps a little. Another thing, whenever you do go in labor, don't be shocked if afterwards you feel relived and overwheelmed. I wish someone would have told me. It also took a few days for me to feel excited for Evan, I know that sounds harsh but it's the truth. I didn't have that immediate bond that most woman get once their babies arrive, so if this happens don't freakout. On a good note, your little boy will be worth everything. Hell, think about it..you know all about my whole situation and I love Evan to peices. I actually can't figure out what took me so long to have a baby, and I have thought about it. I hope this helps a little bit.
LilMamaLil - Tuesday, 9 Jun
GIRL, I ABSOLUTLEY HATED BEING PREGNANT TOO. I WAS INDUCED 7 DAYS AFTER MY DUE DATE. I WAS SO DAYUM BORED OUTA MY MIND AND CONSTANTLY IN PAIN... AND WAS FRUSTRATED WITH NOT KNOWING WHEN BABY WAS GUNA COME... IT FEELS SO LONG AGO NOW, THOUGH. THESE ROUGH TIMES WILL BE FOERGOTTEN WHEN YOUR HOLDING YOUR BEAUTIFUL BABY... x
BlackRussian - Monday, 8 Jun
HANG IN THERE MAMA, i PROMISE the end result will be worth it!!!!
AllyCat62683 - Monday, 8 Jun
I hate being pregnant too. I was emotional before hand and now I am 10times worse. All these dr appts and then gaining weight and body changing is all very frustrating. I was almost 10 days overdue with my son and hope that this time I go sooner than later. Ya just never know with that. I however do admire your incredible strength you have shown going through this pregnancy on your own. It is hard being a pregnant woman with crazy emotions trapped inside your own body. You are in the final stretch and soon you will have your body back and your sweet little boy in your arms. What better medicine than your little one's love. I find taking a nice warm shower and crying my heart out helps when I am feeling really on edge, which like you is about 80% of the time.
Chocolate mami - Monday, 8 Jun
I totally feel ya...pregancy is a big sacrafice...people having their babies early dont even phase me...I'm actually enjoying these last few weeks I have to myself...I DO NOT like being preggo, but he can stay the full 40 weeks all i care.....i went from this divalicious bad bitch walking to a zoo animal...I did modeling for years and got paid pretty good...and my stomach was a prize...now its all f'd up...but I don't even mind the change in lifestyle...I actually feel blessed...Just hang in there tho homie...you and i have similar situations with baby daddy and being alone...but we've conquered so much...its practically almost over and I know we are more stronger as women...i wish you the best...
hayley-france - Monday, 8 Jun
:( Aw, poor you. I know how you feel...I just wanna pop this kid out now, I've had enough of not being able to breath or eat or go two minutes without needing a pee...I want to walk instead of waddle, I want to sleep at night, I want my laptop to fit on my lap again, I want to be able to get my housework done without being exahsted after 30 minutes...
But...I'll bet within a week of the baby being here I'll be wishing she was back inside me...just so I can get 5 minutes rest! lol.
38 days is all that's left for you, possibly less...just keep focused on that! Good luck and all the strenghth in the world to you! xxx
nevertooyoung19 - Sunday, 7 Jun
You know pregnancy has got to be the MOST AWEFULL physical state you could ever be in... at least that is how it felt to me. SO although i have had my baby i can say i definately know how you feel. actually its kinda funny cuz i forget that i am not pregnant anymore sometimes so when i go in public i find myself still having a pissed off look on my face in hopes it will keep people from looking at me lol. All i have to say is I remember when you first came on here (or at least when i first ran across you) you were 10 weeks pregnant and then we became pretty good friends and then we got to sit and bitch about being pregnant together lol, but that doesnt feel like that long ago, so no matter how awefull you feel, it will pass and it will pass quick. i promise. THere was a girl on here... you probably know of her miszcashisclay, she was like 6 or 8 weeks ahead of me, just like i am or was to you, and even though she had her baby and i was SSSSOOOO jealous it still went by really quick. and stuff is still really hard just being a mommy. and if you have any vagina trauma (lol) then you have to deal with severe burning when you pee and gushes every now and then and of course the lack of sleep. so in a way i want tot tell you it doesnt get any easier lol, and i dont really know how i planned on using that to help make you feel better, actually i am probably making it worse... oh crap. well anyway i hope you feel better and i am sorry i cant be pregnant with you anymore so you could feel a little less alone and crappy. But soon enough you and i can bitch about our lack of sleep together or something lol. hold out girl this part only feels long if you make it. And although i suck at making you fell better, i hope that someone can help you lol.
MOMATAVIA23 - Sunday, 7 Jun
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THATS Y I HATE GOING TO GET MY NST'S DONE ON THE LABOR AND DELIVERY AREA PLEASE DONT DELETE YOUR PAGE I WOULD BE SAD :( HANG IN THERE WE ARE ALL GOING THREW THE SAME AM GOING CRAZY MY SELF U DONT HAVE LONG AT ALL TO GO BUT JUST DONT THINK ABOUT THE DAYS U WILL BE FINE I HATE BEING PREGGO ALSO BUT WAIT TIL WE SEE OUR LITTEL MEN WE WILL FORGET ALL ABOUT IT
Ready 4 A Change - Sunday, 7 Jun
I understand how you feel. I cant work it hurts to walk and the end of the tunnel seems so far away. I even said this was gonna be my last baby the hospital keep sending me home even though im 3cm dilated and 60% effaced. I just want it 2 be OVER I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...the worse thing is that I just went trough this 17 months ago....Good luck
| 07-6-2009 - one minute im happy and the next....... |  My mood while writing this blog:freaking out |
To all the ladies that haven't had their babies i know you will probably agree with what im about to write and to all the ladies that have had their babies i mean no harm im just pissed the freak off and need to vent my frustrations out cuz im really emotional right about now
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo anyway yesterday another girl had a baby and she was 1 week away from her due date i think all these ladies having babies is starting to mess with my mind especially the ladies that give birth before thier due date its like some cruel joke from god !!!! some laides go 10 days overdue while others give birth weeks early its all just a major mind F*&K!!! especially this late in my pregnany im like totally on edge like 75 percent of the day ... well make that 80 somedays i just want to delete my whole account to this site and not have to think about the world of pregnancy and not have other pregnancies in my face all day even though i like the site i really do its just that the closer i get to my due date the more unhinged im starting to become especially not knowing if i will go into labor tomorrow or 5 weeks from now !! and if i go over due it could be 6-7 weeks oy vey they say god never puts more than a person can handle and that everything happens right on time but im like losing my freaking mind im sooo bored and i feel soo worthless ya know!!! i have already given up soo much of my life for this pregnancy my band, my mangement contract, my lifestyle, freedom, and lots of my friends im just like when am i gonna see the end result to all of this ?? and how much longer do i have to be like this ?? with this body and weight and all the awful things that go along with pregnancy i havent enjoyed being pregnant not one bit i havent liked one thing about it in fact to sum it all up I HATE BEING PREGNANT !!!!!!!! i'm trying my best to be strong i really really am but im just so mentally tired and broken down and i just want to throw in the towel ........
9 Comments on one minute im happy and the next.......
klo0426 - Wednesday, 10 Jun
I feel for you and do know what and how your feeling. I'm not going to say I hated being prego, but I do know I was not happy. I couldn't wait just like you. The last few week especially SUCK BIG TIME. I do have to tell ya, it will pass. I'm not going to say it will go away right after you have your LO but soon you'll forget about being soooo miserable. Evan is now 8 weeks and I really don't remember the first 4/5 of them, it flies bye once the baby is here. In the mean time what I can tell you is, start counting the days down instead of the weeks...it helps a little. Another thing, whenever you do go in labor, don't be shocked if afterwards you feel relived and overwheelmed. I wish someone would have told me. It also took a few days for me to feel excited for Evan, I know that sounds harsh but it's the truth. I didn't have that immediate bond that most woman get once their babies arrive, so if this happens don't freakout. On a good note, your little boy will be worth everything. Hell, think about it..you know all about my whole situation and I love Evan to peices. I actually can't figure out what took me so long to have a baby, and I have thought about it. I hope this helps a little bit.
LilMamaLil - Tuesday, 9 Jun
GIRL, I ABSOLUTLEY HATED BEING PREGNANT TOO. I WAS INDUCED 7 DAYS AFTER MY DUE DATE. I WAS SO DAYUM BORED OUTA MY MIND AND CONSTANTLY IN PAIN... AND WAS FRUSTRATED WITH NOT KNOWING WHEN BABY WAS GUNA COME... IT FEELS SO LONG AGO NOW, THOUGH. THESE ROUGH TIMES WILL BE FOERGOTTEN WHEN YOUR HOLDING YOUR BEAUTIFUL BABY... x
BlackRussian - Monday, 8 Jun
HANG IN THERE MAMA, i PROMISE the end result will be worth it!!!!
AllyCat62683 - Monday, 8 Jun
I hate being pregnant too. I was emotional before hand and now I am 10times worse. All these dr appts and then gaining weight and body changing is all very frustrating. I was almost 10 days overdue with my son and hope that this time I go sooner than later. Ya just never know with that. I however do admire your incredible strength you have shown going through this pregnancy on your own. It is hard being a pregnant woman with crazy emotions trapped inside your own body. You are in the final stretch and soon you will have your body back and your sweet little boy in your arms. What better medicine than your little one's love. I find taking a nice warm shower and crying my heart out helps when I am feeling really on edge, which like you is about 80% of the time.
Chocolate mami - Monday, 8 Jun
I totally feel ya...pregancy is a big sacrafice...people having their babies early dont even phase me...I'm actually enjoying these last few weeks I have to myself...I DO NOT like being preggo, but he can stay the full 40 weeks all i care.....i went from this divalicious bad bitch walking to a zoo animal...I did modeling for years and got paid pretty good...and my stomach was a prize...now its all f'd up...but I don't even mind the change in lifestyle...I actually feel blessed...Just hang in there tho homie...you and i have similar situations with baby daddy and being alone...but we've conquered so much...its practically almost over and I know we are more stronger as women...i wish you the best...
hayley-france - Monday, 8 Jun
:( Aw, poor you. I know how you feel...I just wanna pop this kid out now, I've had enough of not being able to breath or eat or go two minutes without needing a pee...I want to walk instead of waddle, I want to sleep at night, I want my laptop to fit on my lap again, I want to be able to get my housework done without being exahsted after 30 minutes...
But...I'll bet within a week of the baby being here I'll be wishing she was back inside me...just so I can get 5 minutes rest! lol.
38 days is all that's left for you, possibly less...just keep focused on that! Good luck and all the strenghth in the world to you! xxx
nevertooyoung19 - Sunday, 7 Jun
You know pregnancy has got to be the MOST AWEFULL physical state you could ever be in... at least that is how it felt to me. SO although i have had my baby i can say i definately know how you feel. actually its kinda funny cuz i forget that i am not pregnant anymore sometimes so when i go in public i find myself still having a pissed off look on my face in hopes it will keep people from looking at me lol. All i have to say is I remember when you first came on here (or at least when i first ran across you) you were 10 weeks pregnant and then we became pretty good friends and then we got to sit and bitch about being pregnant together lol, but that doesnt feel like that long ago, so no matter how awefull you feel, it will pass and it will pass quick. i promise. THere was a girl on here... you probably know of her miszcashisclay, she was like 6 or 8 weeks ahead of me, just like i am or was to you, and even though she had her baby and i was SSSSOOOO jealous it still went by really quick. and stuff is still really hard just being a mommy. and if you have any vagina trauma (lol) then you have to deal with severe burning when you pee and gushes every now and then and of course the lack of sleep. so in a way i want tot tell you it doesnt get any easier lol, and i dont really know how i planned on using that to help make you feel better, actually i am probably making it worse... oh crap. well anyway i hope you feel better and i am sorry i cant be pregnant with you anymore so you could feel a little less alone and crappy. But soon enough you and i can bitch about our lack of sleep together or something lol. hold out girl this part only feels long if you make it. And although i suck at making you fell better, i hope that someone can help you lol.
MOMATAVIA23 - Sunday, 7 Jun
I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND THATS Y I HATE GOING TO GET MY NST'S DONE ON THE LABOR AND DELIVERY AREA PLEASE DONT DELETE YOUR PAGE I WOULD BE SAD :( HANG IN THERE WE ARE ALL GOING THREW THE SAME AM GOING CRAZY MY SELF U DONT HAVE LONG AT ALL TO GO BUT JUST DONT THINK ABOUT THE DAYS U WILL BE FINE I HATE BEING PREGGO ALSO BUT WAIT TIL WE SEE OUR LITTEL MEN WE WILL FORGET ALL ABOUT IT
Ready 4 A Change - Sunday, 7 Jun
I understand how you feel. I cant work it hurts to walk and the end of the tunnel seems so far away. I even said this was gonna be my last baby the hospital keep sending me home even though im 3cm dilated and 60% effaced. I just want it 2 be OVER I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE...the worse thing is that I just went trough this 17 months ago....Good luck
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