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03-7-2009 - sad, lonely and impatient

My mood while writing this blog:
blue

another boring day and im a little emotional because im sick of everyone being able to go out of town and drink and have fun and hang out its like torture and i try to smile and say " oh that sounds like fun i hope you guys have a good time " but in reality im like F**K you!! for being able to drive to another state for the weekend and go camping and sing songs by the camp fire while my prego ass sits at home all alone all weekend its just freaking annoying its really starting to get to me like the 25th-27th of june my friends went to a hippy fest in minnesota called project earth ( 4 hours away) which i would have loved cuz i love music and chilling by camp fires and playing the guitar and drinkin beers and all that stuff and that hurt me but i couldnt express my hurt because its not really their fault i can't go and then today from the 3-5th my friends are leaving again to go out of town more than 2 hours away to camp and chill and of course i cant go not being 13 days away from labor i dont think it would be smart to be out in the wilderness not close to a hospital incase something would happen so im just a little sad right now and just wondering will i ever have a life again this pregnancy seems never ending plus im sick of getting on here everyday and girls that aren't even as far as me are gettin induction dates and my dr wont even bat an eye when i try and talk to her about it ! i have excellent intuition and im telling you this little boy is not gonna come anytime soon i just know it !! he hasnt even dropped yet !! this is soo stupid im trying not to be depressed but its discouraging i know that im not gonna be the life of the party after i give birth but i would much rather have my days filled with dirty diapers and taking care of my little one then sitting here by myself night after night!!i dont know what to do to make myself feel better i guess im just lonely and feeling abandoned by my friends even though i know they love me...but like i said its hard to hear about their fabulous road trips and party weekends !! plus i feel all this pressure to hurry up and have this baby and i cant make him come he'll come when he feels like it and that might not be for another 3-4 weeks even though im 38 weeks i have no idea what my dr is gonna do if i go over due she might just let me go over due ...grrr!!
well thanx for letting me vent

8 Comments on sad, lonely and impatient

MOMATAVIA23 - Monday, 6 Jul
i know exactly what u are goin threw and i didnt want to0 hear about all there fun eighther and hemm last weeks do kick ass it will be over soon your doc is mean u are well and u should be induced i know it is hard but try and be happy when u are sad the baby is sad to god bless u am a pray for u

larryslady - Monday, 6 Jul
I promise it will be ok, Just think once Jacob gets here it will all be worth it. I felt like you did, but it was all okay in the end. And think it is almost over. I remember seeing you when you posted that 10 week shot of you. and now your almost to 40 its almost over sweetie and you will be okay.. Okay!!

bjh - Sunday, 5 Jul
It's hard at the end.. I always get impatient but he will be here so soon.. then you will long for the days of a little alone time! haha... everyone will be wanting to come see you and the baby! I know it's not really what you want to hear... but just enjoy this time... :) the movements in your tummy.. ahhhh... I miss it.. and being big and cute.. and not just big and fat like I am now! ha..

NylahsMom - Saturday, 4 Jul
Oh sweetie,,, I know exactly how you feel but its just a few more weeks if that. I remember being at 38 weeks, no dialation, no effacing, and she hadn't even dropped and wahlah within a few days she was here. So even though it may not seem like you are progressing that doesn't mean a thing. I know its discouraging and you are ready for it to happen but don't be (easier said than done,,, I know) he will be here before you know it.

hayley-france - Saturday, 4 Jul
Aw, sorry to hear you feel so shitty! Really hope your little boy gets here sooner rather than later!

**labour dust!** (lmao)

xxx

terra008252 - Friday, 3 Jul
GIRL TRUST ME I KNOW HOW U FEEL!!! I JUST HAD MY 21ST BDAY LAST THURS AND COULDNT DRINK!!! AND ON TOP OF IT MY BFF'S BDAY WAS YESTERDAY AND WE WENT OUT TO EAT WITH SOME OF OUR OTHER FRIENDS AND EVERYONE GOT SOMETHING TO DRINK BUT ME, WHICH MADE ME THE DESIGNATED DRIVER!!!! IT SUCKED BUT ILL MAKE UP FOR IT AFTER I HAVE THE BABY FOR MY LATE 21ST BDAY/ DELIVERY PARTY!!!!

way2spoiled8604 - Friday, 3 Jul
I feel ya hun. I am upset because i have had gall bladder issues and i lost 4 lbs in this past week from throwing up ... i have been puking for 9 months stright and they dont seem concerend and not to mention i am in soooo much pain. How can they not be concerned i guess doctors dont have any sympathy.. especially the men lol.. they dont know what it is like to not sleep and puke and be hot and miserable and not to mention have your down stairs feel like it has gotten kicked or its gonna hit the floor. I feel your frusteration. I guess the only thing that has helped me is that i have given up... i have tried to forget and just think that it is never gonna end... so that way i am not like WAITING for it to happen. it has helped a little bit.. not much but every little bit helps. good luck and if you ever need to vent/talk just message me because i dont work .. im a full time student and on summer break from college so i am home all the time and it is very lonely... so i know how ya feel. Well i think i gave you enough to read lol... hang in there. *J*

wonna33 - Friday, 3 Jul
Awwwwee Mommie!! it's gonna be ok! He'll be here before you know it! And Girl i understand how u feel, i was feeling the same way before i had my lil one, you never know, your lil prince may make his entrace next week! Til then, hold your head up and smile, cause you're almost there!!:-)

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