30-8-2008 - me.

My mood while writing this blog: happy

feeling really good lately, havent felt unwell since diagnosis of colitus,and only major prob i had was back in august when i bled really badly, and had to go labour ward, knew everything was ok as tahlia was moving a lot and i didnt feel unwell, think it was just brought on by sex! but in general all really good, been reading everyone else's blogs and mostly complaints of how they are feeling,but must say im feeling pretty good thankfully, maybe because im older and been here before, that im not worrying about all the little niggles, and just getting on with it? getting a little impatient though to see baby tahlia, cant wait, although i know i have to! my girls are really excited too, its great being the age they are (12 and 14) as they can get so involved with scans and feeling her move, they are enjoying it too.

Sometimes i forget just for a second im pregnant and then i get a massive kick! and brought back to reality, and gees does she kick! active little buggar! still not got any stretchmarks so quite pleased as i missed out with the other 2 too, although im just a bump and havent got any extra's anywhere else, my belly really does look stretched to capicity, hoping not to have a big baby, as the girls only weighed 5lb and 6lb, but tahlia's daddy 6ft 4 yikes, although his kiddys from previous were only 6lb and 7lb and the ex wife was 5ft 7, so really hoping to have a 'lil un'.

have gained nearly a whole stone in 5 half months! my family laugh about that lol, i think its loads they dont!

Feeling really positve about things, although still getting harrassed by babys dad, he'd really like another go of things, not for me im afraid, and really not phased about having bubba alone, as been here before, hoping for a home birth and long may things continue on a good path i should be fine, and get my wish.

Thought id better write a blog as generally dont,as dont always have the time, but up nice and early again, bodys way i suppose of getting me ready for sleep deprevation.... lol. good luck everyone and enjoy! lea x