01-2-2010 - so relieved!

My mood while writing this blog: happy

so went to the doc today just to put my mind at ease and i am so glad i did. had an ultrasound and i got to see my baby... i about started crying...this is the first one that i have gotten to see. i am eight weeks and one day. so due date is actually sept. 12th. i heard its heart beat a strong 158 bpm. doc said that the baby is in a good place and that everything looked good... but of course not out of the woods yet just due to being in the 1st trimester still... so still have to take it kinda easy... will get my hcg levels back tomorrow, but that doctor said since the other one said everything looked good we should be ok but it will be nice to have them just to have something to compare to. i was depressed with my 1st two m/c but now that i have actually seen this baby and heard its heart beat i fell in love instantly... i figured it would be when i would hold my baby in my arms... not when i saw it on a tv screen, but i did. sorry just had to get that out there. thanks everyone for your advice and thoughts... it really calmed me down when i needed to be calm and not freaking out!!!