27-6-2009 - MmmmmKay...lol.

My mood while writing this blog: In deep thought.

Well....I am 5 weeks along as of yesterday. It's still one sided, as I am the only one who knows. Not even hubby, although I am sure he suspects it. Why the secret? Well...I learned the hard way about why people don't announce pregnancy until atleast 3 mo's. It's hard to utter " I am not pregnant anymore" and choke back the tears, when friends or family who didn't get the news of the loss, inquire about the upcoming baby. It just seems more sensible in my case to wait. I will admit though, many times I have wanted to blurt it out when the kids are being selfish or fighting, or my hubby teases me about having another one. I just kind of smile with that twinkle in my eye. I know something you don't know....