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lilbasschick
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14-7-2009 - Needing Encouragement DiscouragedMy mood while writing this blog:
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Hi Ladies,

*sigh* it's been a tough week =( AF still hasn't arrived and I'm getting more and more discouraged as the days go on. It makes me feel like there is something wrong with me and even more so than that, I end up freaking myself out because I look up all the possible things that could be wrong. It's just not good and it drives poor DH nuts cuz then I'm all freaked out.

I've never had normal length periods, but before I got married two years ago, my periods, although long, were on a pretty trackable schedule. Since getting married (I've always thought that maybe it was because I started having sex?) my periods have been all over the place. *sigh*(TMI Warning) Poor hubby and I at the beginning of this year had a 3 month time where I couldn't have sex (not physically unable, but emotionally cuz I was sexually abused when I was younger and I was taking an abuse class and trying to deal with the emotional baggage). During our no-sex time my periods became regular, like clock work. I had 28 day cycles for 3 months straight and then we started having sex again and my cycles went back to being crazy..I just don't understand =( Has anyone else experienced any like this at all or am I just a freak of nature??????

Anyways, it's been a really hard week and I could really use some encouragement. I'm scared to death of doctors, but if we had insurance, I think at this point I would even consider going to one, or the midwife I found in the area who will perform women checkups also. I just don't know what to do. Logically, I know I shouldn't be freaking out this much because we've only tried for one cycle, but emotionally I just feel spent. =(



3 Comments on Needing Encouragement


★DCsFantasticFour - Wednesday, 15 Jul
I understand what your going through.... I have NO WHERE NEAR normal periods.... I don't have them for months and ovulate randomly. How we got pregnant this time around was I took a mulitvitamin EVERYDAY and Evening Primrose Oil 3x a day untill ovulation..... also i drasticly changed my diet to organics and zero caffine (drank tons of water) It was surprisingly helpful.... Good luck sweetie. Sometimes the act of TTCing can cause stress which throws EVERYTHING outta wack.

lilbasschick - Tuesday, 14 Jul
i just don't know how we can afford for me to go to the doctors...it's so expensive and so is insurance...in our cruddy fallen economy we're already trying to save every extra penny we get just so we can make it through the winter. *sigh* this is such a vicious circle, i wish it was so easy as to just "go to the doctors" =(

Duffy - Tuesday, 14 Jul
I know what you are going through freaking out about nasty AF ...mine were either late - like by 3 mths or super heavy when she got here...and that freaked me out as before I went on the pill I was regular....It never hurts to go to the doctor as they can help to work out what is going on as stressing doesn't help and sometime can make the problem worse......so my suggestion is to go the doctors girl!
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