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23-4-2009 - frustration

My mood while writing this blog: agrivated

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So being that I've already been thru this whole ttc thing once before, you'd think I'd be a little more patient with the whole process, but noooo. It's our first month "officially" trying and already I'm frustrated. A quick back ground is that I have irregular cycles lasting from 30-37 days usually ovulating 10-12 days before the end of my cycle. Well, this month I started getting tons of EWCM the first week of April. So hubby and I BD every other day for 10 days straight - the whole time my CM was very thin and wet. Finally I thought I'd O'd by the pain in my right side, plus we were pretty worn out, so we backed off a little (who am I kidding we backed off a lot) So the day after I O'd (so I thought) I noticed my CM continued and my cramping got worse. This continued for 6 more days. Then suddenly I dried up and my temp shot up. I don't know if I never did O until the day before my temp changed or what. But if not, why did I have EWCM for 2.5 weeks straight? And yes I do check enough to know it really was EWCM. It's now CD 39 (my longest EVER) and still no signs of AF - no PMS, no cramps, no nothing - I actually would have sworn I was preggers. But I also had a BFN this morning to add to my confusion. So I'm re-adding, if I really didn't O until last week, I should get AF by this Sunday making it CD 42 - stupid AF. So at this point, I don't really care, I just want to know something, this limbo stuff sucks!

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