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| 28-10-2009 - no more TTC for a while | My mood while writing this blog:depressed |
This might be TMI but lately I've had blood in my stool. I thought that it was just hemorroids and left it at that. Recently, the blood has started to pool in the toilet after I have a bowel movement. Colon cancer runs in my family so I went to have it checked out. Well, no hemorroids, and no fissure. It's what they consider to be 'frank' blood but it's more internal than what my doctor hoped for. I have some tests that have to be ran before they can determine anything. The colonoscopy is being scheduled now, and they sedate you for that, so no pregnancy. I think that it would be best for me and my family if I stopped TTC for now until we can figure out why I am bleeding and stop if before it gets worse.
I am depressed, scared, stressed, overwhelmed, and exhausted. I hope that this is nothing, and that I'll be okay. But I have a bad feeling about this.