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lisad11784 has 238 days to go and is now in week 6
	Age: 23 Country: US Province/region: South Carolina City: west columbia Partner: Michael Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 03 May ,2009 Occupation: I am a stay at home mom for right now
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20-5-2008 - HEART IS BROKEN....

My mood while writing this blog:
disgusted

Ok so for all of who whos been reading...I have gotten my period...yes 7 days late and I got it. I am so upset, I keep asking myself why and I cant answer that.
I am happy that I have gotten some answers though... I dont have to wonder why I am late and still getting BFN's...
But I am pissed off sooooo much...this is why
~I have a "sister in law" that always wants to be like me for some reason, like I do something and then she has to. I get pregnant she has to, I move and she has to, I get my kids ear pierced and she has to. I have good news and she has better. this list goes on and on and on....

Anyhoo...everyone knows I want another baby eventually and she does too. SHe has always said she didnt want one until she got married... WELL like an hour ago she calls (no one knew I was late for AF) and she tells me she is pregnant, has gone to the doc and everything, she is due on January 2nd (her birthday). My heart got broken, this time she had to do it before me. That will be the last time I let her know anything about me.... I guess I can say I am jealous, but I have a right to be. Everyone knows she is a follower its not just me..

~ Well I was on the phone with my best friend telling her that my sis in law is pregnant and I went to go to the bathroom and BOOM AF was there!!!! That b*tch gave me a double smack in the face!!! I know it isnt her fault I started my period, but it was a smack in the face. BIG TIME!!
Now im not so upset I got my period, I did just want it to get here because I had no signs or anything that I could have been pregnant. I knew I wasnt, I was just hoping....
I know all of you understand how these things are so I feel comfy talking to everyone here. My heart is so broken, but this will not keep me from stopping anything!!!!!! Well I had to vent...glad I got it all out...ill keep updating!

2 Comments on HEART IS BROKEN....

MommyNWifey22 - Wednesday, 21 May
~*Honey you know me of all people know what this is like! When we tried for 11 monhts for Trey it killed me you know cause you were there!! It seemed like everyone and thier mothers were getting pregnant!! I asked why but NEVER got an answer! You are a great person/friend/mother! It will happen! Jackie is a bitch just think about it this way when hers comes it will get old and you will either be pregnant or have a new one to get all the lovins!!! No one is happy about her having a and not even living on her own for the 2nd time!! Kee your head up sunshine!! I am praying every day you get regnant fast!! Maybe God wants you two married 1st!! That's when it happened with Emmie!! I love ya girl and don't let that bitch get you down!!!*~

luvababe - Wednesday, 21 May
damn gurl im sooooooo sry! and yes i do know how u feel! dont think about it as a smack in the face!
now u can work on ttc now that u got ur af!!! dont kno if i make any sence! but ill be prayin 4 u!

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