24-10-2010 - Im sick :(

My mood while writing this blog: sick

So.....I have been sick for like a week now :( cold, stuffy nose just a big head cold and it sucks!!

Anyhoo... main reason why I am blogging is because of my cycle this month..

I am on birth control pills and have been for 3 mths now, well last month i did miss 2 pills in a row and as we all know that can mess your entire month cycle up..

The hubs and I did not BD during the time I missed the pills because we are not trying to get pregnant as of now...

Well about 4 or 5 days ago we did the grown up thing and we werent careful...no pull out, no condom nothing :/

So..... I am due for AF today says my calender on Mymonthlycycles.com (been doing that site for 2 yrs now and love it!) but on my pill pack I should have gotten it 4 days ago...

I know everything is screwed up because I missed those pills...ugh, but now im like ok what if I am pregnant..

We are in the process of trying to sell our house to buy a bigger one and I do not want to bring another baby in this house its crowded as it is!!! So we were going to wait for about 3 yrs before we even gave it thought!

I know, be more careful...we usually are, when I know i should be ovulating we use condoms and every other time we pull out...guess this time it was a spare of the moment thing.

I have taken a PG test (3) and they came out - but if I got pregnant 4-5 days ago it wouldnt show up, so now im in the waiting game...today is still early (931am right now) and I might get it! Ive been having all signs and symptoms of a AF coming along so im hoping...I wouldnt be unhappy if I was to be pregnant, just a little upset that we didnt wait longer.. I would be happy though...its another life we created together!!

Anyhoo... a little thing about Mr. Know It All Ryan......

The other night he kept waking up with a stuff nose and everything so I was at my neighbors house talking with her and the hubs txted me saying i just put up ryans vaporizor cause hes all stuffy or whatever and he was asking for mama... so i said ok give him some tylenol also...

anyhoo.... the next morning i woke up sicker than ever and felt like crap, asked hubby to take kids to school because i didnt want to walk in the school looking and feeling the way i did but that was a no go I had to... now that morning i woke up puking and everything just from the head cold i have...I get home, wake hubs up for work and he was like were you throwing up this morning?? im like why yes, thanks for your help ya know with an attitude lol... anyhoo Ry wakes up and I get him out and feed breakfast, the morning routine and then i start unloading the dishwasher...well Mr. Ryan comes out of his room (remember hubs set up the vaporizor and everything) with the empty bottle of Reli-On Vick liquid stuff we use...so I smelled it all over his breath and was like OMG I was his mouth out, give him water, go to hubs which he was in the shower and ask how much was in this bottle and he was like about 6 oz...so i call the doc, they tell me to call poison control, poison control says to take to ER now because of how much I thought he had drank...i never found spots or anything on the floor where he could have dumped any out... so im freaking out thinking he was going to be all drugged up and have to get tummy pumped or whatever they do...im there for like an hour and hubs called and said hey i found where he dumped some out!!! so I was like where and he says under the end table in the living room...sooo he probley drank maybe 2 oz if that...they were just checking vitals at hospital for about 3 hrs....everything was fine..hes fine, normal like nothing ever happened, but talk about a heart attack i was soooooooooooooo scared.. I never felt so bad before..

Now we are beating ourselves up for it if course.. he had left the bottle open in the room on the dresser and he feels horrible.. we just need to be more careful..

\but this is long enough and im about to get my day started now! Give me any thoughts about the whole being pregnant or not thing... have a great sunday everyone!