06-5-2011 - just because

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

Well, I just thought i'd blog a bit.

It was all nice and calm but of course as soon as I start this the boys are going at it..

K... got that fixed. lol

So ive still been on my wanting another baby thing like most of us lol, just havent really acted on it ya know.

I think it's, well I know its cause I have my hands so full its rediculous.

Now my husband and I by all means love each other and I couldnt emagine my life without him...BUT he is one lazy man! When I was pregnant with Ryan and about a year after I had him, Mike (hubby) always helped me out, got up with the kids every sunday while i slept in, played outside with them when I needed to get stuff done inside...halped with baths ect... nowadays I get nothing.. once in a while I get the dishwasher unloaded and maybe the trash taken out. Hes even pulled away from our family time. He doesnt have a hobby or anything so its not like hes stuck on games, sports, ect. he does like UFC but hes not addicted lol. Hes just flat out L-A-Z-Y. If I had more help around here then maybe I would be in a better mood and maybe would go ahead and have another child. Yes I have had all kinds of conversations with him about this some arguements, some serious, some talking crap....have done it every way possible to just get it through to him and yet....still get nothing. Yes he works 5 days a week and goes to school part time, but Im a SAHM and a photographer and I have my own craft (crochet) thing going on.. I do just as much 'work' as he does plus being a mother to the kids and him. I hate it.

K just needed to rant about that I do love the guy, just cant take it anymore.

So....completely off that topic.. I just want to talk more about when I do want to try to have a baby again.

I do love my boys and wouldnt mind another, but we are going to try the Shettles method and try in hopes to have a little girl. I want another little girl so bad, but I would not be dissapointed if I had another boy. I just got over AF yesterday so we can BD now until the 11th and then stop till the 15th and we would be in the good for a girl...I know its not 100% or anything, just nice to try. we will do the position that is reconmended and ill have him do some hot showers to calm them boy spermies away lol.

Not too sure if this will be my month, not 100% sure i will try, but we will see what happens and I will update everyone!

A little update on Ryan, he is officially potty training! He goes pee pee with no problem has had only 1 accident since we have started (we do put diapers on when we go somewhere and bedtime) but at home no pee pee accidents. He has not #2 on potty yet (about 2 months ago he did a tad bit) but has had an accident with it last night. Let me tell you....this kid LOVES to be nude... all clothes off anyday, place and time he likes them off. so last night he took his clothes off, went in his highchair and said he wanted to eat.....we let him sit in it nude and let him eat... he then stands up in his highchair and holds his winky and pees on the tray!!!!!!! so I saw it asap and ran over took him down said yucky and all that and he finished on the potty, but im like really?!?! He talks so much now, you can have normal conversations with him and get normal responses.. he can put 5-6 word sentences together now and its great. I cannot wait till he goes on potty full time!! He also had the bedrail off his bed and has not fallen out or anything (yet) we did it because he would climb it and get hurt so we put blankets and pillows on floor just in case. Bed time is OK I mean he does sleep through the night, but going to bed is a hassell still.. he just will not stay in that bed! So we keep putting him in there for hours and eventually he will pass out on the floor or bed or my room or livingroom...just whereever I guess. Not sure if its the right thing to do, we still continue to put him in his bed over and over, just doesnt stay in there. Anyhoo.. at his apt he was 26lbs not to sure about height...its on a paper somewhere, but hes perfect!

Now my other 2 big kids!

Jake is good, will be 5 in June and i just cannot believe hes already hitting that mark! School is just about done for them May 20th for Jake and June 3rd for Jasmine.

He has learned so much this school year and it amazes me! Jake is still I guess the attention grabber... he will not and demands no one but him gets everyones attention. I think he might have some ADHD or something, he is uncontrollable sometimes (most times) I hate it.. He gets a lot of good attention believe me I make sure of it, but he does get bad cause he hits, chokes, sits on ryan, snatched ect... like I said... attention grabber. We are dealing with it the best we can and just take it day by day. It will never change my feelings about him, I have so much love for all my children and each of them have something special with mommy!

Jasmine has had a rough school year with her grades! 3rd grade sure has been hard for her. Making friends was easy and WE LOVE her teacher, just doesnt get a lot of things. I have had her tested for all kinds of things and they say shes fine. she does have ADD and takes medication for it (even though I hate it) and it seems to work a bit. We do try to change it up to try to find what suits her the best and we just realize medication helps. BUT shes headed on to 4th grade and is super excited! I cannot believe how much all 3 of them have grown, it amazes me and helps me realize how precious life is and how you need to charish every moment and not to take anything for granted!

Now I will end this I am 'dog sitting' for the week and he has just arrived! Hope all you ladies have a great day and weekend!