08-6-2008 - April 3rd - June 6th

My mood while writing this blog: content

April 3rd, 2008

I have so many emotions right now. This is such a roller coaster ride that I wasn't intending being on. After having three miscarriages, NO living children, I am so scared to try again, fearing the results. Today is the 2 day in my cycle, so of course I am gearing up for that "wanting to try" mode.

One day I am so darn excited to try

then the next I am scared as the dickens.

I want a baby. I know I will try again. I just wish it wasn't so scary.

I am scared.

I am Excited.

I am empty.

I am so full of LOVE.

I am a mom to Angels,

wanting a Baby to Hold.

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April 12th

Baby Dust***We are trying once again!***Baby Dust

Baby Dust***We are trying once again!***Baby Dust

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April 26Troy and I have a BFP (faint)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!7:15AMFirst pill of progesteroneand lots of yelling!!!We are so darn excited.Pray for this baby to STICK!**********Monday April 28thWaiting for the Women's Clinic to call me back to set up a time to go in and get my blood drawn. My Doctor is off on Mondays. Hopefully someone else will call me soon!Feeling pregnant! **********
**********Tuesday April 29th

I went in at 11:00AM and had my first round of blood tests, yesterday. I will have to go back in again on Wednesday to see if everything is doubling right. This is so exciting, yet I have been doing REALLY great on staying calm. I can't worry. This baby is going to stick....this baby is going to stick....this baby is going to stick!!!! Please Pray for my husband and I, the more prayers we get, the more powerful it is!

Thank you so much. God Bless. **********Thursday May 1, 2008Today I go in at 9:30AM to do paperwork and Labs. I also will be finding out the results from yesterdays and Mondays Blood tests. I am scared yet trying to be calm because there is nothing I can do about it either way. Good things are...my chest still hurts, still have the weird feeling in my pelvic area, a nose like no other, (I can smell things like crazy), gassy, light headaches, Hungary/tummy feeling that way, and a little sick when I drink water.So I just got back home from my Appointment and......Mondays Hcg Levels78Wednesdays Hcg Levels310Not only did they double....they tripled!!!Here are my results!************May 4, 2008I feel REALLY awesome today. Lets hope that is not a bad sign.God bless & I have been praying for you all!-D-*************May 14th, 2008Five more days until our first ultra sound!!! The morning sickness is here full force. Wow...this baby is walking all over me. ************** Please click above and vote for the names we like!! Thank you.*************May 19thWe have a heart beat!!! 122bpmand .69 long! 6 weeks 6 days*************May 20thI will be going in every two weeks to listen to the heartbeat! My next App. is June 4**************Our house was hit by a tornado...we are okay but have lots to do.God Bless,-Debra-****************June 6thYesterday we went to the Doctors and HEARD the babies Heartbeat AGAIN!!!Praise God.After that Monster Tornado...I didn't know what was going to happen.170 bpm

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