30-4-2008 - missing

My mood while writing this blog: sad

I LOST MY MOM WHEN I WAS 16 YEARS OLD AND I MISS HER EACH AND EVERYDAY WE WERE VERY CLOSE TO EACHOTHER . MY HEART BRAKES WITH OUT HER SHE WAS MY VERY BEST FRIEND . AS MOTHER DAYS IS COMING AROUND IT HURTS ME SO MUCH TO NOT HAVE HER BY MY SIDE . I JUST WISH I HAD HER HERE NEXT TO ME AND TO WATCH HER GRANDCHILDREN GROW UP . WE USE TO SPEND EVERYDAY TOGHTER I MISS OUR LAUGHS JUST BEING TOGHTER HOW I MISS HER THE PAIN IS STILL LIKE IT JUST HAPPEND . SHE WAS VERY SICK AND I KNOW SHE IS IN A BETTER PLACE NOW BUT ITS SO HARD FOR ME TOO BE WITH OUT HER . PEOPLE SAY THINK OF THE GOOD TIMES AND I DO THATS WHATS HURTS ME SOOO . IS MISSING HER . SHE HAS SHOWEN ME THAT MY KIDS NEED ME . NOTHING IS MORE MATTERS MORE THEN FAMILY .SHE WILL ALWAYS LIVE ON IN MY HEART . MAY MY BEAUTIFUL MOM REST IN PEACE .

THIS IS A POEM FOR MY MOM

I LOVE YOU MOM NO MATTER WHAT ARGUMENT WE HAVE .

YOU ARE THE BEST AND THAT IS ALWAYS TRUE .

WITHOUT YOU I WOULDNT BE THE PERSON I AM TODAY .

WITHOUT YOU I WOULDVE NOT HAD NO LIFE .

YOU MAKE MY LIFE SPECAIL .

YOU LOVED ME AND I LOVE YOU .

AND FOREVER WE WILL .

IN MEMORY OF MY BELOVED MOTHER .

1964 -1999