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a couple of years ago i was experience pains through out my whole body i wasnt sure why . had many test done and still no answers i felt like i was going crazy and then i seen another doctor and he did some test and i was diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder and obsessive compulsive disorder . because of many traumatic things that have happend to me . i feel edgey , panky . my heart , racing , breathing fast , i cant think stright , it also messes with my belly . racing thoughts , i cant fouces , my mind is a blank , i also some times i feel o.k and then something will happen to make me remeber bad things that have happend to me . or i can be listening to music and it brings me down depending what kind it is but it doesnt always happen i can be alright sometimes . alot of times i cant sleep i will be up all night and it will be 5 am and i still cant sleep and i can clean and do nothing i want and not really sleep but then there are other times i feel so run down like i dont want to do nothing . whats hard is when i have trouble sleeping i will take something to help me sleep and i still cant sleep . there are also times that i will be sleeping and i wake up in the middle of having one . there are times when i feel like all i want top do is eat and i am not even hungry or i may not even feel and not even want to eat . i cant help but to worry so much . i try not to but i cant help it . i also feel that at times i want to make a big change in some thing in my life and then after a while i lose the urge to want to do it anymore . even at times when i am not worried of anything i feel like this . its not a good feeling to feel this way . it feels so bad that i want to go to the e.r but i dont feel like i am going to harm my self or anyone eles but i hate feeling like this . i feel alone in this
11 Comments on AM I ALONE ?
preggomama - Tuesday, 26 May
you are not alone at all. I feel that way all the time. I have never been diagnosed with anything but the feelings you have are completely normal, we all get that way and especially as moms. Stay strong, i would reccommend trying some meds, there are ways to help these feelings you are having, and it does sound like bi-polar disease but i know that you cant take meds for this while you are pregnant, i would talk with you doctor and if you dont like what he says ask another one...good luck!!
babylicious2(blue) - Tuesday, 26 May
you know wat i feel like that sometime like too much is going on and i cant sleep either usuually wen im depressed and its hard after so many changes and we oyu hva eso much going on i blames stress take a vacation!
babylicious2(blue) - Tuesday, 26 May
you know wat i feel like that sometime like too much is going on and i cant sleep either usuually wen im depressed and its hard after so many changes and we oyu hva eso much going on i blames stress take a vacation!
eyez - Tuesday, 26 May
I have felt every single thing you listed on here and still sometimes do. Honey you are not alone. If you need to talk I'm here. I hope you feel better soon.
ready4mygirl - Monday, 25 May
I have felt the very same thing before... not fun! :(
shlei - Monday, 25 May
I'm sorry you feel like this. Are you taking anything to help you out with this?
Love*Made*Us - Monday, 25 May
I have the exact same problem... Unfortunately it's something to learn to live with... Stay strong!
**MOLAR**SURVIVOR!! - Monday, 25 May
when I was going through my molar (after the d&c) I was living with family and it was the worst experience of being with someone plus the stress of the cancer scare and losing what I thought was a baby but anyways...I felt pretty similar to what you were feeling. I was so stressed and depressed. Have you talked to a dr about depression pills?
crystalmooon - Monday, 25 May
I feel similar to this when I have an anxiety attack and when I'm feeling depressed (I was diagnosed with depression when I was young and have battled with it for many years). I would talk to a doctor who would maybe recommend a good therapist or cousellor - it's always good to talk about things that may be triggering you to feel this way (like some of the things in your past). You have so much on your shoulders, hun - what with your kids, the recent move, and everything else. In the meantime, try to figure out a way that works for you to calm your mind and your body - something that works for me is I go have a hot bath, I try to envision that all my negative energy and the bad stuff that's happened to me is coming off in the water - after a good soak, I drain the tub while laying in it and try to picture all that negativity going down the drain with the water and as far away from me as possible. I think this works for me cause I have to focus of something other than my racing, crazy thoughts. Anyways - Hope this helps a bit and hope you feel better - ((huggz)) ~Tina xo
boystruckx2 - Monday, 25 May
I seriously think you are having panic attacks....is there anything that makes it better?? Did they put you on medication for the PTSD?
boystruckx2 - Monday, 25 May
It sounds like you are experiencing a panic disorder if you ask me. I had panic / anxiety attacks all the time my teen years....and they gave me all those symptoms that you are describing. I actually had to be medicated because I was having them so often. They have gotten better as I have gotten older, but still to this day I have the occasional one. It messes with my breathing...I usually begin to hyperventilate, i get nauseated, I also feel like I am going to have diarrhea, I seriously feel like I am going to die......
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a couple of years ago i was experience pains through out my whole body i wasnt sure why . had many test done and still no answers i felt like i was going crazy and then i seen another doctor and he did some test and i was diagnosed with post traumatic stress disorder and obsessive compulsive disorder . because of many traumatic things that have happend to me . i feel edgey , panky . my heart , racing , breathing fast , i cant think stright , it also messes with my belly . racing thoughts , i cant fouces , my mind is a blank , i also some times i feel o.k and then something will happen to make me remeber bad things that have happend to me . or i can be listening to music and it brings me down depending what kind it is but it doesnt always happen i can be alright sometimes . alot of times i cant sleep i will be up all night and it will be 5 am and i still cant sleep and i can clean and do nothing i want and not really sleep but then there are other times i feel so run down like i dont want to do nothing . whats hard is when i have trouble sleeping i will take something to help me sleep and i still cant sleep . there are also times that i will be sleeping and i wake up in the middle of having one . there are times when i feel like all i want top do is eat and i am not even hungry or i may not even feel and not even want to eat . i cant help but to worry so much . i try not to but i cant help it . i also feel that at times i want to make a big change in some thing in my life and then after a while i lose the urge to want to do it anymore . even at times when i am not worried of anything i feel like this . its not a good feeling to feel this way . it feels so bad that i want to go to the e.r but i dont feel like i am going to harm my self or anyone eles but i hate feeling like this . i feel alone in this
11 Comments on AM I ALONE ?
preggomama - Tuesday, 26 May
you are not alone at all. I feel that way all the time. I have never been diagnosed with anything but the feelings you have are completely normal, we all get that way and especially as moms. Stay strong, i would reccommend trying some meds, there are ways to help these feelings you are having, and it does sound like bi-polar disease but i know that you cant take meds for this while you are pregnant, i would talk with you doctor and if you dont like what he says ask another one...good luck!!
babylicious2(blue) - Tuesday, 26 May
you know wat i feel like that sometime like too much is going on and i cant sleep either usuually wen im depressed and its hard after so many changes and we oyu hva eso much going on i blames stress take a vacation!
babylicious2(blue) - Tuesday, 26 May
you know wat i feel like that sometime like too much is going on and i cant sleep either usuually wen im depressed and its hard after so many changes and we oyu hva eso much going on i blames stress take a vacation!
eyez - Tuesday, 26 May
I have felt every single thing you listed on here and still sometimes do. Honey you are not alone. If you need to talk I'm here. I hope you feel better soon.
ready4mygirl - Monday, 25 May
I have felt the very same thing before... not fun! :(
shlei - Monday, 25 May
I'm sorry you feel like this. Are you taking anything to help you out with this?
Love*Made*Us - Monday, 25 May
I have the exact same problem... Unfortunately it's something to learn to live with... Stay strong!
**MOLAR**SURVIVOR!! - Monday, 25 May
when I was going through my molar (after the d&c) I was living with family and it was the worst experience of being with someone plus the stress of the cancer scare and losing what I thought was a baby but anyways...I felt pretty similar to what you were feeling. I was so stressed and depressed. Have you talked to a dr about depression pills?
crystalmooon - Monday, 25 May
I feel similar to this when I have an anxiety attack and when I'm feeling depressed (I was diagnosed with depression when I was young and have battled with it for many years). I would talk to a doctor who would maybe recommend a good therapist or cousellor - it's always good to talk about things that may be triggering you to feel this way (like some of the things in your past). You have so much on your shoulders, hun - what with your kids, the recent move, and everything else. In the meantime, try to figure out a way that works for you to calm your mind and your body - something that works for me is I go have a hot bath, I try to envision that all my negative energy and the bad stuff that's happened to me is coming off in the water - after a good soak, I drain the tub while laying in it and try to picture all that negativity going down the drain with the water and as far away from me as possible. I think this works for me cause I have to focus of something other than my racing, crazy thoughts. Anyways - Hope this helps a bit and hope you feel better - ((huggz)) ~Tina xo
boystruckx2 - Monday, 25 May
I seriously think you are having panic attacks....is there anything that makes it better?? Did they put you on medication for the PTSD?
boystruckx2 - Monday, 25 May
It sounds like you are experiencing a panic disorder if you ask me. I had panic / anxiety attacks all the time my teen years....and they gave me all those symptoms that you are describing. I actually had to be medicated because I was having them so often. They have gotten better as I have gotten older, but still to this day I have the occasional one. It messes with my breathing...I usually begin to hyperventilate, i get nauseated, I also feel like I am going to have diarrhea, I seriously feel like I am going to die......
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