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lonivk has 187 days to go and is now in week 13
	Age: 30 Country: US Province/region: Ca City: San jose Partner: Ken Vander Kooi Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: Yes Due date: 21 Aug ,2012 Occupation: Swim Coach
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18-8-2008 - Dreams

$Chillin\'$ My mood while writing this blog:
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so I'm not one to read deep into dreams but lately I have been having some very vivid and weird dreams. Since the m/c I have been paranoid and worried about everything. Especially the thought of getting pregnant again and the idea that I could go through all of this again. Anyway last night was the most vivid of all the dreams so far. I was late and thinking that maybe I should go ahead and take an HPT and instantly the BFP showed, I mean the urine hit the stick and bam! BFP.....and then I went on this site and was like shouting it (through typing of course) BFP BFP BFP BFP over and over again.....it was so real I could feel myself typing. Anyway so I woke up and thought to myself how real that felt and of course I started to read into it.

I think that I needed to blog about this to get it off my mind. I have been trying to be really relaxed through this second round of TTC, and hubby has been so supportive. I think that in the end this whole experience has brought us closer and strengthened or relationship with each other. He is so great! We both have really turned to God in this and put this in His hands knowing that He wouldn't give us anything we couldn't handle.

I also don't think I would know what to do if it weren't for my BFFs and all of the wonderful ladies on this site. Thanks to all of you!

3 Comments on Dreams

mommyjojopethel - Monday, 18 Aug
Don't worry sweets, dreams can be difficult to deal with. They are sometimes really really confusing! I'm so glad that all of this has brought you and K closer together. You two were already such a close couple, but this will make you even stronger. And pray pray pray Lon! I totally believe in the power of prayer. I do it EVERY morning in the shower (lol) and focus especially on the health of my baby. Again, I'm soooo proud of you, everything is going to be alright, you watch! LOVE YOU.

BABYLOZONNE - Monday, 18 Aug
aww. well, your dream will come true sooner than you think!!! I'm happy to hear you are leaning on the Lord to help you through this difficult time. I am truly sorry about your loss, just know you are a strong person to go through such a thing. Stay positive and I'm keeping you in my prayers :) btw...You have one of the most loving and loyal friends out there. TC and GOOD LUCK

stlmomof3 - Monday, 18 Aug
Hi, I just wanted to let you know that a few months after my m/c in April I began to have dreams about being pregnant and I even dreamed that it ended in a m/c again. When I was having the dreams I was TTC. Since then, I have stopped TTC and a few months later I just received my BFP. I dont know if this helps but I just wanted to share my experience with dreams and TTC. Hope you get your BFP soon and take care.

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