09-9-2009 - Going back home

My mood while writing this blog: Nervous but excited

My mom is on her way up here as I type this. She's so amazing. I don't know what parent would drive 1000 miles to help her pregnant daughter move back home. I'm so thankful. I've finally decided that enough is enough. My son(s) father needs to do a little thinking and growing up. Once he's stable in whatever relationship (if any) then he can see the kids, but until then I'm going to take care of them. I think I'm starting to actually get a little excited about Karson's arrival. He's moving all over the place like a good boy. I just can't deal with this drama and be pregnant. It's to much and no one should have to deal with it if they don't have to. I pray for the boys sake that he makes the right decisions. I pray that he stops thinking of himself and start thinking about his boys. Anyways......thanks for all your support, kind words of encouragement and most importantly all your prayers. I know I can do this and I know that once it's done I will be happy again. Hugs!!!