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|22-11-2009 - rant + new pics
||My mood while writing this blog:|
Right... this whole breastfeeding thing.. i swear im never doing it again.. My boobs were the best part of my body, It was the only part i like... now that im almost finished im seeing the damage... i need a boob lift.. they sag so bad and i just want to cry.. they are now a c cup which is fine but they sag something shocking. During the pregnancy i couldnt wear a wired bra, cos me being stupid listened to the docs and the nurses telling me that it was bad... well now i have to live with sagging boobs that i want to cut off.. i would rather be flat chested than this... i now wear a wired bra 24/7 and i still feel shit ... i do the exercises but i think im actually going to have to get surgury (sp) on this one thats how bad it is... I cant believe i let it get this bad... i have no idea what to do.. the only thing other than that i can think of doing is eat more to put the fat back into them, which will make me feel worse... guys any help please???? And my stretch marks on my tummy... now since i have lost more weight they are becoming wrinkly like all bunched together wrinkly not attractive.. also thinking of getting them lasered off.. i hate my body .. i dont even thing i want to have another kid if i have to do this to myself again.. i think i would rather adopt or something... this is doing my head in something chronic.
Other than that im feeling ok, Since amelia has been on formula for most feeds she has been sleeping threw most nights which im ab loving atm... and she now sits up by herself and can hold the bottle. We have not yet mastered crawling but are in the stages of trying. Which is good... I have some new pics added below as well. Hope all is well with everyone else and labor dust to you all who are expecting. xxx