10-7-2009 - 15 weeks -names list on bottom of rant
My mood while writing this blog: bored
sorry to bore everyone but this is basically the only journal im keeping so i want to update it so i remember for baby #2. im 15 weeks and 2 days and im at a new ob/gyn and love the new office already, they treat me so much better im very excited to continue my pregnancy with people who care so much. My next appt is 4 weeks and i will be exactely 19 weeks that day, so im guessing I will be surprised that day with an ultrasound and find out boy or girl! if not i know i only have to wait a week longer, since daddy is a fire fighter we only have mon-wed for appts. Im definitely wishing for a little boy, but have had the feeling since day one there is a little daddys girl waiting to come out. im havent thrown up in about a week, still have slight nausea but it looks like im in the clear! yes!!! i was so afraid to be one of the women who have it all pregnancy. i have more energy but wear out very quickly by afternoon it always hits me so hard, but im never able to nap, so basically i try to get as much done as early as possible. I am getting dizzy a lot these days and also feel my baby bump stretching its a weird uncomfortable tight feeling, and sometimes get those wonderful round ligament pains, ouch! they do hurt, but ill take that over vomitting any day, lol. things are sometimes tough with my boyfriend since he was very spoiled his whole life i am still raising him and dealing with his attention issues and tantrums. im just leaving it at this point and hoping something clicks when he sees his baby.things are also hard with his parents who arent very happy about the baby 1, and two have lived here for 25 years but still rarely speak anything but french around me. he wants me to try to include her more in the pregnancy but she has 4 grandkids in france so i feel like my unplanned baby is nothing to her. so when im trying to get him on board with my plan for a vaccine schedule he said to write her on vaccine schedule in france, as if im too lazy to google it. but if it makes her feel included and him happy i did it, so i was right too touchy of a subject to share with people i already dont want in the business of how i will raise my baby, so i get a note back saying its the same out there and dont i know disease carries more risk than vaccines and you cant get them in school without them, and going on at what i bad mother id be to take out some vaccines and split up the others to one at a time. well to me i know its not proven but id rather go to more appts than risk a possible autism. and u can sign papers now , you dont need every vaccine to get kids in school, if i am alive and well of the vaccines i got, i feel my baby can do the same. and plus, its my baby! and personally i hate the way she raised her kids to 100% depend on them for money, never work, and be spoiled rotten, and now her kids are paying for it not being self sufficient and never working or paying rent their whole lives. we all make mistakes, and i will make my own. so thats the rant for now, just 4-5 more weeks and ill be shopping like crazy for my little peanut, yay. until then, day to day, especially with the inlaws coming sunday to speak french all day, why do i even have to be there.....
at this point, my top girl names: (since i have that girly feeling) Peyton/Payton Riley Madison Avery Georgia Sophie
his sophie, and hates my others :) well never settle on one
Feel free to comment on names and leave more suggestions, always welcome !!
3 Comments on 15 weeks -names list on bottom of rant
katesyb - Monday, 13 Jul I hear you about the vaccines! I have so far refused to give my daughter the mmr despite numerous pressures from the doctor and my family. Finally the doctor agreed as long as she has it by the time she is 3 than it is ok. They need 2 shots before entering school. I also never ever give her more than one vaccine every 2 months! So her shot schedule has taken a lot longer than others...but she is still healthy. I hate people telling me how wrong it is not to give her all her shots in one go. Fact is I have a cousin with a son with autism and she swears he was fine until he ahd the mmr shot! (so I am not risking it). Is your boyfriend from France as well? Good luck with the French inlaws! My inlaws are from the UK---but I guess despite cultural differences at least they speak english....
alexandnicksmommy - Saturday, 11 Jul I like Avery!! I think it is a very pretty name!! Good luck with the in-laws!!!
zoe - Friday, 10 Jul i love the name peyton we were gonna call our girl peyton but decided she looked more like a mia in our 3d ultrasound im lucky enough my husband loved the name i picked so no arguments there!!!!