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	Age: 21 Country: US Province/region: Tennesse City: Memphis Partner: My wonderful Fiance Steven!!! Children: Yes, 1 Pregnant: No Due date: 09 0 ,0000 Occupation: State Farm
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05-1-2009 - becoming miserable and overly frustrated!!!!!!

My mood while writing this blog:
hanging in there

ok so I will be 38 weeks tomorrow. I know sometimes you cant rush these things and I absolutely dont want to if hes just not ready but am I being selfish for being sick and friggin tired of being pregnant!?!?!?!?!? Im SOOOOOO uncomfortable and its making me feel depressed!!!! Im sick of wearing the same 3 pairs of pants and 3 shirts every day to work ((yes Im still working full time)) I just want to be able to wear nice clothes to work again, and my high heels :( lol

and if Im not going to get ANY sleep at all I would much rather go with no sleep because Im taking care of the baby Ive been carrying around and waiting patiently for, for almost 9 months.

I feel like my fiance and I are drifting apart because we just simply cant spend time together right now. all Im capable of doing is cleaning and laundry and watching TV and he hates all 3 of those!!!! so we sure dont just hang around together anymore. Hes been going and hanging out with friends or having friends over lately because Im sure Im just the most boring person in the world! we talk and talk and TALK about the day Brayden FINALLY arrives but it seems like the day is NEVER going to come!!!! I feel like were talking about something that never going to happen!

My body has been AWESOME the entire time about stretch marks and NOW they all pop up!!!! I know it could be worse so I really cant complain about that part but I feel like everyday their just getting worse and worse.

and my biggest worry is the fact of how big he is!!! if I carry all the way to my due date Ill be giving birth to a freakin 11 pound baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hes like 7 and a hlaf pounds RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just dont understand how that woman with 18 kids did it......that means shes been pregnant a total of like 162 months.......13 and a half YEARS.....what the HELL is wrong with her?!?!?!?!!? ((no offense to her or anything because i think she is an awesome woman for being able to go through all that but my LORD!))

I just want to have him already....Im not trying to be selfish, Im just so uncomfortable and unhappy and it seems like someone is turning my clocks back constantly!

8 Comments on becoming miserable and overly frustrated!!!!!!

ktpregers - Wednesday, 7 Jan
Awe, hang in there girl...it will be over soon and you will forget all about being miserabe. Just be thankful that you have a healthy bub in there!! :)

3rdtimemama80 - Tuesday, 6 Jan
Hang tight! Almost there!!! It's normal to feel "fed up" near the end. Soon you'll be going over the pregnancy in your head and missing feeling the lil one in your belly!! Who knows...maybe you'll deliver this week!

ashleyalaskelson - Tuesday, 6 Jan
ohmygoodness, i am in the same exact boat as you. i NEVER sleep, which i would much rather be up to do a baby then just cause my stomach is so freakin huge.
and what is the crap about the stretch marks appearing at 37 weeks? that happened to me. honestly, its ridiculous.
supposedly i'm having a big baby, and my little body just cant take it :(
i've been walking around 2 cm dilated and 80 percent effaced with horrible contractions and back pain. but no progress, so i'm stuck like this until he's ready :(
i hope he hurries up.

bezzi44 - Tuesday, 6 Jan
I hear you! I just got back from the docs today and the only real things that will get things started if you're ready are sex and orgasms! So re connect with your fiance!!!

inspired - Monday, 5 Jan
You are definately not alone. Everyday I selfishly wish that Gage would decide to come out because I feel that miserable. I also work full time and it is so hard on the body when their is so much still to be done at home. I have one pair of black maternity jeans and a denim pair for 'casual Friday's' at work so i feel you on that too. Don't worry though time is going so slow, but it will be here before you know it.

aloha.ma - Monday, 5 Jan
LOL...Im so sorry you feel this way. I feel the same way with time...It seems to go slow during the trying times....the m/s time..and the "I cant move because Im too big" time. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. And once theyre out..believe me...time fly's ..not always a good thing..cause you cant get that time back. I also feel you on the clothes thing..I have NOTHING that is really comfortable anymore...well except sweats:) So I cant wait to wear normal clothes too....but in do time...Soon you'll be more concerned about making sure your baby looks cute....more.than you. LOL ...

i-am-finally-preggo - Monday, 5 Jan
that lady is just crazy...that's why they're on TV. LOL :D

phillygirl2 - Monday, 5 Jan
I am feeling the same exact way. I too still work full time and i am SO tired of wearing the same 1pair of pants and a skirt. I have no other work clothes that will fit. I too would much rather have lack of sleep due to caring for an newborn as opposed to just being pregnant and not sleeping, and yes WTH!!!! is wrong woth the women that has 18 kids i know i couldn't do it (no offense to her). I was just up front at work complaining and they told me to go walk the stairs. They have a poll going on as to when i will "pop" as they say. Hang in there. We are almost done.

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