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25-7-2008 - Looks Bleak

My mood while writing this blog: Tired

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Well I'm back, but I'm afraid it's not good news!!!

U/S showed baby at only 6 weeks and 3 days. No heartbeat! So I'm either 6 weeks and 3 days pregnant, or I'm going to misscarry again. I'm betting on the later. I just don't think I'm off by 3 weeks. My 8th angel! I'm so tired, and emotionally drained.

DH and were talking last night about no matter what the outcome, this was going to be our last attempt, but, the NP gave me some hope! She ordered a couple of blood tests to check for a couple of different things that she said could be our problem, I can't remember them right now, but I should have those results on Monday. I really like this office, they are so nice, and they actually sit down and talk to you, and let you ask questions. She did say that if this office couldn't keep women pregnant then nobody could! That was reassuring. They did find a fibroid , but she said it was so small that it was nothing to be concerned about. And some really good news, no cysts on my overies, I was concerned about PCOS.

So right now I just don't know what we are going to do, get through this one, and take a little break! I think we are going to have to think long and hard before come to a decision.

Thank you all so much for everything, I even told my NP about you gals and this site. She wrote it down and was going to check it out!! I will keep you updated on everything, I'm not saying goodbye just yet, just need to do a little soul searching!!

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21 Comments on Looks Bleak


lisamarie8503 - Wednesday, 13 Aug
I am so sorry for your loss. Are you going to keep trying? Its hard to believe, but god has a plan for you, and you will be a mommy some day soon!!

mariben19 - Saturday, 26 Jul



chips - Saturday, 26 Jul
I am so sorry sweetie, I have only come on today!!My heart breaks for you
I wish I could do something!!
lots of love
god bless you and your husband!!
bighug

fdstripled - Saturday, 26 Jul
I am so sorry for your news.There may still be hope but you know your body the best. I am still praying for you.

debra haynes - Friday, 25 Jul
hey hun i'm so sorry to see what you are going through and i will keep you and your precious baby in my thoughts and prayers.

mgarcia2411 - Friday, 25 Jul
Sweetie, Im so sorry I hate that you are going through this, but dont ever give up, you never know. Remember God has a plan for us all I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you get some answers. Im here if you need to talk!!!!!!

krhayes - Friday, 25 Jul
Oh hunny- I'm so sorry. I'm praying for you that it holds on. You've been through so much.

SMiller - Friday, 25 Jul
I'm sorry. I wish I could give you a big hug, you're my favorite lady to talk to on this site and I hate seeing you hurt. I"m still praying for you.

nessa11709 - Friday, 25 Jul
Honey Im so sorry. I wish that I could give you a huge huge huge hug right now!!! Im wanna be honest with you.. I have been following up with you on your blogs, and always checkin on you to make sure your blogs are positive. I have had one miscarriage, and I was tore up. Its the worst feeling in the world, Im suprised that I got pregnant again so quickly cause Im scared to death. But look how many times you have not given up sweetie. Your a fighter, you fight and push for what you want and so many women are scared of that. That is a quality that is to be admired and I look up to you for that. Dont ever give up on believing that it cant happen, you are a strong strong strong strong woman. I know that you have taught me to not give up, and if something knocks me down to get right back up. You have done it several times so why cant I, or any other woman do it? You keep your head up babe, you keep pushing. You will make it. I promise.

Julianna - Friday, 25 Jul
i am so sorry. I will pray for a miracle. I know exactly how you feel as I went through so many losses myself. it hardly seems fair, huh? Take the timeyou need to make your decisions. maybe this new Dr ofice can help you with that also! Keep me up to date! Blessings!

blessedagain - Friday, 25 Jul
I am still praying for you. I know that it doesn't seem to help being the one going through it, but I know it does help being one that went through it. When you tell people that you have lost so many babies they just look at you in shock. The way that I look at is that I have a lot of babies waiting in heaven for me and keeping my loved ones company. Hang in there, I know that its so hard. I pray that one of the test that they ran was for the condition that I have, antibodies immune. Stay positive, God has a wonderful plan for you. I believe you will be a wonderful Mother very soon. Take care and keep me posted. I am always here if you want to talk or have question, even hard ones. If I can help in anyway, I will. I know your pain, your frustration and your dream. Love,
Me

liz82 - Friday, 25 Jul
i am sooo sorry hunny i will keep your little one in my prayers god bless you and your little baby . keep me posted

skjunior - Friday, 25 Jul
I am so sorry the news is not good..I hope you have a miracle..I don't have any words to console you...God bless...these are the moments I seriously have doubts abt God but we don't know all the secrets and surprises He has for us..I sincerely hope for a miracle for u...take care

MiGal76 - Friday, 25 Jul
I am so sorry. Hang in there. I will pray for you. I'm here if you need to talk.

love2beamommy - Friday, 25 Jul
I am sorry, hang in there don't give up.
You have all of us mommies here for support

shez05 - Friday, 25 Jul
Oh Sweety....What ever the outcome remeber God knows best and I am going to keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I just know you will have a healthy baby in your arms soon! Keep your faith up and dont let this get you down...All the best and please keep in touch xo

Juniper Willow - Friday, 25 Jul
Oh hon I am so sorry...I hope the blood tests show you some news and you know what..I know you are tired and so saddened but don't give up...your baby wants to be born..we just have t figure out how to let that happen...for me it has been the lovenox I am sure..maybe discuss this option...you are in my deep prayers!

janekow - Friday, 25 Jul
Hey lvy, I thought about you all day. The only thing I can say is...You didn't get your BFP till later in your cycle so stay positive because the whole 6 weeks along calculation just might be right. With Love, Jane

proudmommyof2.. - Friday, 25 Jul
Oh hun, oh gosh I am tearing up right now, how unfair... I was so hoping things were just fine for you this time :( My heart goes out to you sweetie and I will continue to pray that maybe baby will be okay and especially that you will have a healthy beautiful baby in your arms soon!!! BIG HUGS to you and your in my thoughts!

wyattsmommy - Friday, 25 Jul
Hey hun, I was thinking about you all day today. I'm so sorry that you are going through this yet again. But there is still some hope right? My cousin was pregnant 6 times and had 5 miscarriages for some reason the baby just stopped growing at 7 weeks. But her OB sent her to a specialist and they did bloodwork and found it was something that could be cured with a monthly pill she got pregnant 3 months later and carried to term. So i'm not giving up hope on you getting your little one, and you shouldn't either. I really hope things turn out good for you. Keep me posted, and take care of yourself!

jens1st - Friday, 25 Jul
I am so very sorry! I wish I could do something for you! Maybe they will find something. That way you will atleast know what is goign on! Sorry! But hey maybe it will be ok! If not know that we are here for you!