12-5-2008 - alalalala

My mood while writing this blog: Ok

15th of April, 2008

Hello ladies. Well baby has been kickin like crazy, but last night i bumped my head real hard and i felt this massive pain in my tummy. I got so scared coz after that i didnt feel the baby kick as often, just lil minor kicks here and there :( i hope everythin is ok. Ive been gettin period like cramps in my lower abdomen, nothin to serious just once a day or something like that. But I do feel a lot of pressure where my pelvic area is, its feels so sore like someone has kicked me there or something. I hope these are not the first signs of pregnany :( id love to go full term. But what ever is God's ultimate wish for the future id be fine with :)

I have finally been put on part time at work yay im so happy!! And ever since i have they have already asked me to work an extra night shift :( this better be the last one coz i know i am not going to accept anymore shifts. Money is nothing when there is a life at stake. Id prefer to take it easy. The only reason I went part-time is that i get to work durin the day and i dont have to drive. I dont like driving anymore it stresses me out theres too many ppl goint 20 kms/h in a 60 zone. LOL ITS A 60 ZONE!! I cant handle people anymore lol EVERYONE GETS ON MY NERVES!! Especially since ive dyed my hair darker my family dont seem to like it coz i was born a blonde, but coz i always high lighted my hair i was more blonde, but its not good to always dye ur hair during pregancy so ive decided to dye it darker so i dont have to always worry about my re-growth ahhhhh!!! i CANT WAIT for the baby to come every day i fall more and more in love with him i just hope i can be the best mother i can possibly be!! I will update more in a few weeks!!