18-9-2008 - i love my bubbz

My mood while writing this blog: in awe!!

i am in absolute awe with my baby. hes gotten so big since he was born i am so in love him! he seems to recognise me more than my husband, lol and i think hes gettin offended. when he holds him mybaby looks straight at him and doesnt respond, but when he hears my voice when i come into the room he brights up and smiles at me and doesnt let go of eye contact!! i absolutely love him and i dont know if i can ever love another child as much as i do with him!!

we both have conversations where ill go grr and he'll go grrr and ill say ahhh and then he'd say ahhhh i love it when he mimicks me! its soo cute that he knows his mummys voice!!

the other day i got really offended i was at a family gathering and an older lady who once wanted me to get married to her son wouldnt even look at my son. i go to her aunty! ( out of respect in my culture we call older men and women aunty or uncle) look at my boy! she looked at me and gave me a dirty and walked off and went to hold her nephew. how hurt was i!! its not my fault that the guy wanted me i want nothing to do with her son he is obnoxious and treats women like crap im all for womans rights!! he thinks men are superior to all women! i hate that concept! i am a muslim and i dont respect that its not even written in the quran for men to treat their women like crap! and not only that they hate me for working! I LOVE TO WORK! and i love my husband who supports every little thing i do! WAWHUR POWER!! (we are women, hear us roar!