31-5-2009 - Stressed!

My mood while writing this blog: Anxious

Stressful morning, had a real sharp pain and since then have been worried...I am going for a scan just for my peace of mind! My bladder is bursting!! Drink a litre and a half of water and hold it in for 2 hrs!!!! are they kidding! Ouch im in pain!!! Fingers crossed all is ok and I will be able to see the sac is in the right place :)

My girl friend who has had 2 eptopic pregnancy's said there is no way I am having one as an eptopic will not show up on a test at 4 weeks like mine did, I have had no other pain other than that feeling you are going to get your period, which I'm told is normal? I cant help but worry as when I had my op 2 yrs ago there was a small nodule on the tube that was left, they did not check to see if that tube was blocked so better to find out now than have my tube burst and then I have none! Fingers crossed, god I need to pee this is going to be bad! 1/2 hr to go!

Well I'm none the wiser, to early to see any sac and cant tell if it's eptopic but he didn't think so and there was nothing to be alarmed about. There was a small 3mm fluid cluster rear my right ovary which would fit with being only just 5 weeks. I felt more crap after that as most of the books I have read say the sac is visible by this time... I just have to sit tight and wait. I know this is a viable pregnancy, I have faith, it's all oging to be fine!