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18-6-2009 - Feeling Crappy

My mood while writing this blog:
worried

I really feel like crap, for the last week i have felt really flat and a little depressed, I have been sick with a cold so that has not helped. I realize it may be just my hormones but I really dont like feeling like this, I should be happy, what's wrong with me??? I have had relativly no pains just the odd tight feeling in my belly which I believe is normal but tonight I have had a really blunt sharp pain in my lower left region and i have to say it's really scared me.. I am just starting to think it's all going to be ok, I'm mot going ot loose this baby but I just dont know and the worry is killing me! I'm not stressed about it as I really dont want to invade my body with negative thoughts but I'm tired from thinking about it. I just want everything to be ok, I have never in my life wanted to be the master of my own destiny so much as I do right now and not knowing what's going to happen is really really hard.

There is nothing I can do but wait, god my mind is really messing with my emotions I hate it!!!!!!!!!!

Note to self SUCK IT UP!!!!! it will be fine!!!!! I think because I dont have any family here makes it hard too, people at work that know have no idea how hard it is and you cant expect them to care as much as your family would. And Scott is away so I'm alone. I'll be fine. Waahhhhh I sound like a big sook!!!

3 Comments on Feeling Crappy

FirstTimeMomma17 - Monday, 22 Jun
Don't worry I think it's normal, at least I have been going through similar experiences.
I keep worrying myself sick all the time, and cry at the drop of a hat. Sending a hug you way, hope you feel better soon :)

♥Always - Thursday, 18 Jun
Hey sweetie, I also have been feeling alittle up and down with worry as well! Don't feel guilty about feeling this was everyone will tell you that it is normal. Being alone can also heighted the feeling. Just think you are more than half way to 12 weeks :) Woohoo! Sending a big hug your way!

jboogie7307 - Thursday, 18 Jun
I think we all go thru things like that. Hormones are changing and we are worried and stressed until you get past 12 weeks. I think I have been feeling the same way as you. So dont worry I think everything is ok with you.

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