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| 22-11-2008 - 3 days... |
My mood while writing this blog: annoyed! |
Today is November 22nd, my dads and my best friends birthday. I was really praying that Keylie would come today because i think that would be such an amazing birthday present for my dad. This is going to be his first grandchild and what better then to have her come on his birthday? Seeing how it is almost noon i really dont think she is going to come today. Even if i were to go into labor she probably wouldn't be in there until tomorrow morning.
Its really starting to get frustrating seeing all of these other girls go into labor. I'm very happy for them but at the same time i am so jealous because i wish it were me. I always thought my baby would come a little early...but i probably jinxed myself by thinking like that. I went to the doctor on thursday and i was still only 1cm dilated and 60% effaced. Its been like that since week 35! I know they say that it really doesnt mean much...but to me it does! If i were feeling contractions or something then i would have a little more hope, but NO! I really wanted to exspierance this the natural way. I wanted my water to break and have to rush to the hospital. But now that the due date is getting closer and closer i have very little hope of that happeneing. My doctor and i set up a date for me to be induced on December 1st and 5:00pm && i have a strong feeling that she is going to come at that time.
Another thing that is really frustrating me is that my sister is coming all the way from colorado for thanksgiving because she thought my baby would be here by then && she is leaving on the 30th. If i dont get induced until the 1st then she wont get to meet Keylie until her baby is born in March :[. I was really looking forward to my sister getting to spend some time with Keylie. I begged my doctor to induce me on the 24/25th but she refused to do so. She said that she wouldnt induce me until i was 41 weeks!!!!!!! I wish i had one of those doctors that would induce me at 39 weeks.
Anyways. wish me luck that keylie would come on her own and i wouldnt have to wait to be induced.
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1 Comments on 3 days...lilnicky -
1.9 hours ago Good luck and I hope u get ur wish xxx