08-10-2009 - WHILE ANXITEY IS KILLING

My mood while writing this blog: NONE

I IM INESTIGATING WHEN I GOT PREGNANT

Sex date: from Wed 22, 2009 for next at least 4 days, then couple of days brreake, and then again....

Ovulation date: Thu, July 23rd ,2009
Conception date: Fri, July 24th ,2009
Implantation date: Sat, August 1st ,2009 THIS IS SO TRUE!!!!
Due date: Fri, April 16th ,2010
Still to go: why i am thinking baby due on 22, april, 2010

IHAVE A QUESTION, when is date of conception does it mean the sperm wehn into the egg??? and then the egg all week was traveling to the womb? ... i guess i need to read more information.

I WAS THINKING ABOUT NAMES. I WANT BAY GIRL SO BADLY.... I HOPE NOT TO BE UPSET IF ITS A BOY!

RECENTLY I AM PAINTING SOME PORTRAIT, BUT WHEN I AM DOWN I CANT MAKE IT NICE.... I M TRYING MY BEST, I JUST THINK, I AM OVERTIRED. SOOO SOOOO SO TIRED, AND THERE IS NO ONE TO HELP ME OUT. I AM REALY UPSET.

BEC I M SO DOWN , I DIDN GO TO MY FRIENDS BIRTHDAY PARTY, AND SHE GOT UPSET, SHE IS TELLING ME I AM NOT REAL FRIEND, AND YOU KNOW, MY MAN TOLD HER I WAS SICK, SHE SAYING IT LIES, BECAUSE IF I WAS SICK WHO WAS LOOKING AFTER BABY (MY MAN IS AWAY), HOW RIDICULOUS. I DONT THINK SHE IS MY FRIEND ANYMORE, AND U KNOW, SHE DOES NOT KNOW YET ABOUT MY PREGNANCY, THATS COOL, SHE WILL BE NOT HAPPY TO BE THE LAST ONE TO KNOW, COOL. I GET ANOYED ABOUT PEOPLE JUST BEING SO SELFISH AND CAND UNDERSTAND. I GUESS ONE DAY SHE WILL, JUST I CAN TELL HER SHE IS TOO YUOUNG, BUT I SEE HERE ON SITE YOUNG MUMMIES AND THEY MATURE AND CLEVER. ECH, CANT BE BOTHERED IS JUST I WAS UPSET. WHEN U DOWN THEN EVERYTHIGN GOES WRONG...

ECH... I WILL WAIT MAYBE ANOTHER 4 WEEKS AND TAKE PRIVATE SCAN, ITS £80 BUT I WILL KNOW AND GET READY!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO IMPATIENT. JUST THINKING SOMETIMES I AM CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!! ONE MINUTE I DOWN , ANOTHER I AM FULL OF DREAMS, AND AGAIN AND AGAIN...