11-10-2009 - Going Nuts

My mood while writing this blog: bad

Ifeel realy down. I believe its hormonsplaying aroundwithme, but the real mainreason for that is my darling HUSBAND. And he suppose to be my best friend andmy love. His "tommorow" is killingme, and i say, Tommorow i might be dead, i needtoday. i need support today and everythig else. sure, many other problems around but everythig can be solved when u going hand to hand, and now... it doesnt help for my headaches. i got a sip of white wine, because i hate medicine and i dont want take any during pregnancy...

I know is best to think about my son which now interupting me to make my post and think about little one, hopefully littlelady in my bump, and i realy thy hard do positive things, and i do my best to think positive, i simply can handle, and seems nobodycanbe aroundto help me, and i dont even want to see anybody, i want to stay away from people. idont know what to do. internet is my best friend.