13-10-2009 - desire olives! + complicated doctors

My mood while writing this blog: waiting tmr morning

Just waiting morning already to go n get some black pitted olives as night time cant get it now...

Im getting better, might be everything go right now, hopefully all prolems will be sorted and relationship, and cravings, and many little problems.. hadgood sleep yesterday eveningand today afternoon together with my DS1. I am wishingon the star.

My hubby says he loves me, and blah blah... guess i have to accept typical man habits and make a board in the house with a list and calendar , so we can arrange footall time and my sleeping time and many other things...soundsridiculous but it might help to understand each other better as well as different desires. shall iinclude to do list? 8am go to the shop n get me 3 pots of black olives and box of chocolate...

Went doctors today, i am telling you GP in London just funny, i went there told the story, and some things i "overtold"just for them to lookat me serious, all problems, my migraines, headaches, stress, depression, i gotsome pain in some places,,,, guess what? the mr doctor didnt even open my pregnancy notes and i gave him when i just went in!!! the only one thing i didnt tell anything, because he just suggested another scan! so i m happy i ll get it soon maybe this or next week, but i am very disappointed with the service. actualy, i recon, everytime i go there i get more andmore dissapointed.... i asked about blood results and hcg levels, hesays its normal, and they didnt do any levels.... im gonna tryto get copies of results next time as i am waiting one by post, they gonna send it incouple ofweeks... its all NORMAL. but i am not asking if its normal, i am asking my levels, hemoglobin, sugar, everything, hormons... i think their work is not normal!!! last appointment i got referal to MMR scanfor head because of headaches. so what if they found anything there?? they not gonna do anything anyway,they will wait until i give birth,so itdoes not worth 2 do it. bec ifit doeshurt becof the hormondisbalance which they dont bother to check, my headaches have2 stop after 6month? :)

i dontknow what do u think about it, i think its crazy. ettergo private so at least u geting real care...