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|03-11-2008 - What happened?!?
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exhausted and frustrated
uggghhh ok so seriously i dont know what happened...my daughter will be 7 months on november 9th and she was so good since about 2 months old sleeping through the night...now all of a sudden she is waking up every 2 hours screaming and crying and i will go in there and the first time maybe change her diaper or give her her binkie back and put her music back on but no sooner does that music turn off or 2 hours rolls by she is crying and screaming again..i know part of it is because she is teething, she has 8 teeth and only 3 of them are for the most part all the way in. the rest you can see all of them and they have broke through yet. but we give her infant tylonol and teething tablets but i dont know what else could be the cause of this.
and on top of all that my stupid freakin husband just called me up and was like grilling me from work...what was i doing, what time did i drop bri off to daycare, what did i have for lunch, what have i been doing all day, why didnt i text or call him more than once..its like wtf!?! (for the past 2 or 3 months i have been working nights, and i dont have to go in usually until 2 or 3 in the afternoon) so what will happen is i will get off work anytime between 10-12:30 at night, come home get ready for bed and finally get to sleep somewhere between 1-2am and then wake up whenever bri gets up which is somewhere between 5:30-6:30am and then im up for the day. so then what i normally do is i drop bri off around 9 (so i can spend at least some of my morning with her) and then i will clean up the house that i have since neglected when i was on days. and believe me there was a lot of stuff that needed to get done. and then i will have lunch around 11 or so and maybe take some time to come online here and check things out..but then i will get back to the housework (laundry, dishes-unloading and loading-, putting 3 other loads of laundry that i havent put away yet away, picking up all of bri's toys and playmat off the floor, mopping the floor, making a couple of bottles for brad(my husband) for the rest of the night so he can just heat them up for bri and thats it. i will set out her clothes for bedtime..and since he broke his hand, i have been the one giving her all the baths which i now have to do during the day because he cant at night..i fill bri's humidifier up..i do everything i possibly can to make his night as easy as possible but its like he doesnt care..he only cares that i didnt come to see him at work or i didnt text him a 1000 times during the day which i have in the past and do you think he cared then..NO! its only when i stop doing it does he care...so you know what im going to do just that..im going to make sure bri and i are good to go but he is going to have to do everything for himself because im done being taken for granted. its only when its gone does he miss it...sad but true.
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