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Today while getting food, at a bar, yes I did drink some beers since I can't ttc yet. The bartender was smoking and what was to me, obviously pregnant. I just don't understand some people and their ways. Why would you do that? I over heard her talking about being pregnant, so I knew that the baby bump was for real....I almost felt like crying right then; I am getting better at composing myself at least until I am not in public. Today would have been 12 weeks...Torturing myself, I know but can't stop. Why did we have to lose our first? Why does anyone have to lose their babies? Gods way I guess of keeping us guessing about what is He has in store for us and our futures. After dealing with this my response is "this had better be good" =) Just don't understand, Why.
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number5forme - Monday, 9 Jun
Our 'why's will continue to go unanswered I am afraid. It IS so tragic that so many women have complications with their pregnancies with either their own health or their babies - you just need to look on this site to see how many! We are all lead to believe that it is SO EASY to make babies. It isnt easy! I am not religious but I truly believe that making babies is an absolute miracle!!! One that I am sure you will get to enjoy one dy in the future.
All I can say is that each day WILL get easier for you as time goes on. It WILL get better, especially once you feel the joy of holding your NEW baby in your arms. I wish you all the luck in the world with your next pregnancy. Hugs to you xx
| 08-6-2008 - Why? |  My mood while writing this blog:Upset-ish |
Today while getting food, at a bar, yes I did drink some beers since I can't ttc yet. The bartender was smoking and what was to me, obviously pregnant. I just don't understand some people and their ways. Why would you do that? I over heard her talking about being pregnant, so I knew that the baby bump was for real....I almost felt like crying right then; I am getting better at composing myself at least until I am not in public. Today would have been 12 weeks...Torturing myself, I know but can't stop. Why did we have to lose our first? Why does anyone have to lose their babies? Gods way I guess of keeping us guessing about what is He has in store for us and our futures. After dealing with this my response is "this had better be good" =) Just don't understand, Why.
1 Comments on Why?
number5forme - Monday, 9 Jun
Our 'why's will continue to go unanswered I am afraid. It IS so tragic that so many women have complications with their pregnancies with either their own health or their babies - you just need to look on this site to see how many! We are all lead to believe that it is SO EASY to make babies. It isnt easy! I am not religious but I truly believe that making babies is an absolute miracle!!! One that I am sure you will get to enjoy one dy in the future.
All I can say is that each day WILL get easier for you as time goes on. It WILL get better, especially once you feel the joy of holding your NEW baby in your arms. I wish you all the luck in the world with your next pregnancy. Hugs to you xx
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