14-5-2009 - My niece will make her appearance today

My mood while writing this blog: Ecstatic

Well, my sis is at the hospital and getting ready to deliver my new beautiful niece! I am so excited that I can't stand it. I wish I lived closer so I could be there with her but oh, well..My mom made it there and my other sister is her coach so at least she isn't alone.

On another note...I am 2 days late and have been having brownish spotting-until today anyway and now I have cramps and it has turned redder. I am anticipating AF's arrival I am sure any time now. I really tried not to get my hopes up but I have the most regular cycle ever and I am NEVER late so..I guess I couldn't help but get my hopes up a little. So, my day starts out with a BFN, my sister finally going into labor, and a co worker telling me his wife is pregnant! UP and DOWN and UP and DOWN...What a roller coaster ride I have been on. I have been crying since the red spotting started and I really want to be with my sister so that is hurting me too. I know I will get over it in a while-like when I wake up in the morning.

Sorry for the up and the down of my blog..guess I needed to share how my day has been. Thanks for reading and I hope everyone is doing well.