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21-11-2009 - My Birthday Wish.

My mood while writing this blog: Happy

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Here is another birthday! 28th one this time. Let me recap a little: When I first discovered this site i was 26 and found out I was PG although I was unsure of how to feel with the unexpected gift I was excited none the less...That ended in 6 short weeks. I then discovered the large cyst and had to have surgery 4 months later. Since then we have been actively trying to conceive with no luck-this journey has been so long and filled with emotional ups and downs. We have had all the tests and done everything that we have been told to do (standing on my head after BDing didn't work either LOL) Now we are doing acupuncture and just waiting patiently for that little one to come join our lives when he/she is ready. I guess as each month goes by it gets easier to not stress about "could this be our month?" the thoughts are still there for sure but they are definitely disappearing more rapidly and they are not as intense as they once were when with each TWW, I was a wreck-hahaha (my poor husband). I know that when the time is right we will be blessed......when the time is right.

So anyway here I am 2 years older and probably none the wiser but I am beginning to feel a calm about me that is letting me know that I will have a child at some point and I just need to continue doing what I am doing until the time is right. I am grateful to each of you ladies that has been through this journey with me during this long period of time...your understanding makes it so much easier to get through these weird and awkward times that I have gone through.

So for my birthday I wish that each of you takes a moment to sit back and remember what great lives you have - even if this TTC thing is so frustrating. Remember to be calm and welcoming to that little spirit waiting to join you-don't rush him/her..they will join you when they are ready. For those ladies that has become PG and had their babies during my TTC adventure I am so grateful to have been able to watch your little ones grow and make their appearances into the world. And for those that have finally been blessed after a much more difficult struggle than mine-I am praying for you each day. Thanks again to each of you. God Bless and Baby Dust to you all.

tiff

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1 Comments on My Birthday Wish.


roosa - Saturday, 21 Nov
That is a beautiful wish. I am glad to hear you are feeling more at peace about your situation and feeling hopeful that your time will come, when the time is right. I believe so too for you. Happy birthday! Love, Karin