| mamix2nluv | |
![]() | Age: 24 Country: United States Province/region: City: Akron Partner: Chris Children: Yes, 2 Pregnant: No Occupation: stay @ home mama and wifey :] |
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| 22-3-2009 - a mixture of emotions... | My mood while writing this blog:inconsistent |
so i have like a week left...*as of tomorrow* before i have my c section and i really am disappointed in my body...i mean i know that i'll be wishing differently if i did actually go into labor but this is like really really nervewracking!!! im not all up for the pain i just want to know that my body if flippin' functional...i was sooo sure that i would go into labor myself in the beginning but now that im coming down on the day and im not feeling anything more than uncomfortable with being big im starting to feel let down...like why cant my body do its job and have this baby.... i just dont understand
anyways...new crappy things happening...sorry if i sound a little depressed...not really depressed just upset.... my hips hurt all the flippin' time now!! and if i try to go to the bathroom my left hip really does like hurt and go slightly numb....i get that uncomfortable, tightening feeling in my belly still but none of the good contractions to get the "noodles" going... ive done everything natural that i can do...ive played freakin' basketball to get things moving *trying to be active* ive walked like crazy around the stores and thru the parking lots and had sex like everyday and still nothing...grrrrrr!!!!!
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