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04-3-2010 - thinking thinking

My mood while writing this blog: lighweight depressed

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so ive been thinking about another one. i mean not now but eventually.... also about being a permanent s.a.h.m... in order for me to even have another child i have to get my tubes untied and deal with all that drama. but i would do it... my husband on the other hand is not up for anything.... he said no more babies... it makes me sad.... like really... i want to cry.... i dont know how to feel about it and all it can say is.. "im sorry"....

i want to take photography classes and have it as an on the side hobby. i like being a s.a.h.m even though it really drives me nuts sometimes.. and i dont have many friends. i have the freedom to do whatever i damn well please as long as it doesnt cost much.... but who knows how much longer that will last either....

jr will be a year old in a little over 3 wks.... i miss the babyness... he was sooo tiny and sooo dependent... now he's becoming my independent lil man. he started waving bye bye yesterday and saying it too! i love watching my babies grow up. and destiny is finally writing her name out... its cute bc its all sloppy :] i love it!!!

ok im done... just wanted to write down some thoughts today

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