04-1-2010 - 30 wks has flown by fast!

My mood while writing this blog: dazed

Hey ladies! I have been out of town forever and am finally home but haven't gotten a chance to catch up on all my messages. I hope everyone had a great New Years! I think we were in bed sleeping by 10:30! haha

Its hard to believe that I have less than 70 days left before our little man will be here. I secretly wish I had more time though... the girls are SUPER busy these days and with my husband working out of town all week, I just can't seem to keep up anymore! My house is a disaster since we returned from a week and a half at gramma's... and the girls are SO off schedule, it isn't even funny. I asked santa to change my due date to August or something, give me more time. I feel so guilty because I have these thoughts, of course i am very anxious to meet the little guy, but nervous if I can actually handle this... the girls will be almost a year and a half when he comes... just getting cold feet and feeling guilty that I am not ready for him yet.... I can't really talk about it with anyone close to me because I am embarrassed, but feels good to vent a little on here.

I have my next Dr apt on Wed... finally getting that glucose test thing done... NOT looking forward to that, specially with my tummy being sick lately. Although tonight... I am eating cheese whiz, sliced green olives, and Wheat Thins... MMMM - hahaha

Wanted to share our family x-mas pic. Zac with his HUGE beard (that I hate, but he works outside so he gets to keep in in the winter... ugh) and me, almost 30 weeks pregnant and TIRED! I can't believe how run down I look... and that I actually let someone take a pic of me! haha - also is another pic of my beautiful children. The girls are 15 months old here and wearing one of mommy's 30 year old dresses! Awesome ;o)