03-3-2009 - Stressed and uncomfy and having a rant ! lol

My mood while writing this blog: can\'t be bothered anymore

Well 2mrw i will be 40 weeks :( i am so uncomfy and tierd , just want it 2 be over with all the ladies seem 2 have had there babies or in labour , i don't see that happening 2 me , i have been drinking rasberry leaf tea , eating pineapples , going for long walks , cleaning the house from top 2 bottom everyday so much so its a bit ocd lol........ i am getting up every night between 6-8 times a night , its taking its toll on me.

I have the consultant 2mrw at 1.45pm , there i am going 2 find out a date when i am going in 2 have the lil one , because i can't go much longer surely ! the thing is also i am gettin worked up about the birth , i am so scared , but i know its got 2 happen sooner or later ;) but i am still so scared , i am not going natural this time as that was 2 much for me the last time round .

as for names i am lost with that also we have a few picked out , but its so hard 2 decide what we BOTH like ! he is going 2 be nameless when born :(

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh its all soo stressful in such lil time !

hope everyone is ok and enjoying there babies ;)