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| 13-5-2008 - Wishing and Waiting |
My mood while writing this blog: frustrated |
Well here i am. Supposedly on my CD 14. But because of the miscarriage nobody really knows what cycle day it is. Its so aggrevating to not be in tune with your body anymore. I had what i thought was my 1st period after my miscarriage. it seemed like it would just not go away it was tapering off but just kept hanging on. it was annoying. but thats over now, but i now have this really bad gassy crampy feeling in my lower abdomen. Who knows what that is. I know i'm not pregnant again. I have absolutely no symptoms what so ever. i even took a test for hahas and it was negative so i know that isn't it. I made and appointment with the Dr. so i can figure out if anything is going on and that way i can deal with it so we will be ready for my next pregnancy. i am very anxious about it. i wish it would come soon. I was church this sunday and my sisters friend who had a baby im march was there and i got to hold him. He was so precious. slept the whole time, like a peacful angel. I know that isn't how they are all the time but for the moment i was in all my glory. He was so cute. Can't wait to have my own soon.
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